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Those who get into porn with glee would never know the name of Angela Devi. With so many entering and leaving the industry, one girl from the next is hard to personally care about. For many of her fans, there has been an unusual mix of mystery and heartbreak at the swirling rumors that she has passed away. However because of the anonymity of the Internet, does anyone really care if a person suddenly leaves it?

A search on the Freeones board (where she was known to post) reveals at least a few threads on her and a couple or more threads on her death. Moderators who have connections to her family and have made contact with the respective companies she has worked for have confirmed her passing. Official word has been restricted, apparently until the family feels the need to release the information.

There’s all kind of speculation as to what could be the reason for her death, or even if her death was merely a rumor from her foes in the industry. Porn is entertainment, and because it does make more money than even the mainstream movie industry, it’s bound to mess with the heads of a few of its performers. That being said, Angela’s disappearance from the Internet has caused people to believe she’s gone from the world for good. But if she was only a mere user of the information superhighway, would you care just as much?

I’ve had friends come and go on the Internet, and most of the time it’s been explained that they use it for boredom or for someone to talk to. It’s like automated confession to speak into the keyboard, enter your whole life with a few strokes, and then at the end click on the X button to make it all disappear. Sometimes in these stories, you begin to care. But that seems to be the point at which they won’t cross the line, the fear ironically in that whole deal is also death.

I think the Internet has become the new planet earth. Living and breathing creatures don’t exist in flesh and blood, but on computers with IP addresses. To disappear, all one has to do is remove themselves from the computer and they’ll never know you are gone in the first place. Whether you are still alive outside the net or dead, the status will never be known to those with whom you’ve talked.

The possibility that there could be a connection made between computers is sorta like a blind date. The questions will always be there: Is she ugly? Am I ugly to her? Is he a killer? Is she a killer? Is she a man? I would think that if you want to know someone, you would take the risk of possibly being wrong and learn from it. It’s either that or you simply bring a friend along to be sure.

All I know is that if people really think of me as nothing more than an IP, then perhaps it’s not worth the cost of the bandwidth to try and make friends on the net.

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  • http://http/paperfrigate.blogspot.com DrPat

    Soemtimes you nearly die, and then you leave the Internet.

    ’nuff said.

  • 1 who knows

    For the record, Angela Devi the erotica model and online personality is ‘dead’, never to do erotic photography ever again.

    However, the person who played Angela Devi in real life (her initials are S.D.) is still very much alive.

    Sometimes we are forced to make tradeoffs and choices for the ones we love. “Shana” did just that, and is much happier and more fulfilled with her new (‘real’) life. Let’s give her the respect and privacy she has earned, and allow her to move on to bigger and better things.

  • someone

    Shanali Dhingra to be exact, and there are no records of her death, so I sure hope that she is still alive and enjoying her life. I believe she was going to get married, so best wishes for her and her new lifestyle.

  • me

    this whole thing was handled very badly. if she is still alive she should have given her fans the courtesy to know that she was retiring instead of wondering if she’s alive or dead. if she did pass then some credible source somewhere should have announced it officially instead of keeping people guessing.

  • Joe..

    She is deceased….I know for a fact..Trust me,… Let her be at peace

  • Super Angela Fan

    Well, i know for a fact that family can lead to a lot of pressures for an Indian girl, especialy one doing what Angela did. Maybe it was just out of her hands and she had to give up the work she was doing and suddenly settle down. Besides, she was also going to College (I think) and she had bigger plans in mind. If she realy was dead I’d expect some kind of perminant notice or a memorial on her official site, for her fans. It’s silly of her just to disappear. She was different from the rest, she tried to become your friend through her videos and even created a bond with many of her viewers. Even if it was just an act the whole time to rake in the cash, it was a character many people fell in love with and it’s silly that they wouldnt keep an official document up on her site (even if they decide to delete everything else) to make sure fans would get the word of the sad news. Wherever she is right now, I hope Shanali Dhingra alright and in a good place.

  • http://blogcritics.org/mt/tb/46250 Raju

    let’s hope that she will let us know that is fine and well. I have some of het video’s and till today I enjoy it very much. She has a nice, strong, big and delicate pussy which I certainly would have liked to taste it.

    Dear Angela, hopefully we will meet some day…

  • Eric

    Angela,

    PLEASE let us know if you are alright!

  • Anonymous

    Angela S. Dhingra (aka “Angela Devi”), 30 years of age, hanged herself at the 7498 E. Christmas Cholla Dr. property that she had occupied since January of this year. Her body was discovered by the Scottsdale Police at approximately 10:15 A.M. The last known time anyone spoke with her was the night before.

    The presence of rigor mortis in the body indicates that she likely committed suicide between four and twelve hours prior to its discovery. This places the actual suicide some time between 10:00 P.M. and 6:00 A.M. or thereabouts. The fact that the heater was on in the home (in Arizona in the spring) seems strongly indicative that the suicide occurred in the late evening or very early morning hours.

    Angela left a very brief suicide note to her parents and family in which she apologized for the embarrassment she had caused her family the previous week (a note which apparently perplexed her brother when the police questioned him about it).

    She hanged herself in the living room, which is directly adjacent to the stairwell of the two story house. She used a belt from a robe, tied tightly around her neck. The belt was attached to two hooks mounted in the ceiling, one of which was completely pulled out of the ceiling in the process. There was a footstool lying on its side near her body, which she likely pushed over in her suicide.

    The police discovered her lifeless body lying on its side in a fetal position in the corner of the living room. There was a small, likely post mortem wound to her thigh, which was most likely caused by hitting the carpeted landing for the stairs as she fell. Lividity was consistent with the position of the body when the police discovered it. Petichial hemorrhaging of the eyes also indicates asphyxiation as the most likely cause of death.

    Further investigation of the home revealed that she had also taken a large quantity of Xanax (possibly as many as 115 individual 0.5mg tablets).

  • Heino

    I would put even money that she’s dead. Her personal life was out of control. Looking at her record on publicdata.com, she’d been arrested for DUI, all sorts of traffic violations, failure to appear in court, was ordered to go to counseling, etc. etc. etc.

    A person this irresponsible and reckless, combined with her own personal realization that she posed nude for a living, in less-than-artistic settings, probably contributed to a downward spiral of self-loathing and eventual suicide.

    Does anyone have the police report? It was originally filed on lukeisback.com

  • tajshan

    Still, I hope its not true.

  • Heino

    She is officially dead. Suicide. Below is the link to [a pdf copy of] the Scottsdale PD report on lukeisback.com

  • Anonymous

    Angela Devi is “not dead” “is not 30y/o” and “did not hang or kill herself” Get real-Angela is not that crazy.

  • Anonymous

    The lukeisback.com also talks about Devi talking to Dr.Seus,and alot of other fake characters. That is a fake police report,and Scottsdale P.D. have denied ever releasing or allowing the personal information of anyone. They are facing a heavy lawsuit if it were so easy to pay on the internet or in person for a death report of a total stranger. They have “denied” ever making a report from any of their officers, and have denied knowing anything about Angela Devi and a death occurring. I have more questions for Woody of Foxes.Com, but of course he will never answer or respond to the so-called death report he left on Angela website. Angela is far from dead.

  • GJ

    Even after all of the new info, i still cant imagine her to be dead, especialy this way. She was a 31 year old (was she, really? I dont remember what it said on her site, if anything, but she seemed younger…) and she had large breasts. Think, how in the world did she keep everything from her family for so long? I personaly dont think that is possible. She made many videos almost regularly in her own home, she had to get implants more than once. I seriously think that some eyebrows would have been raised in that household… she was on the internet for so long that someone that knew the family would have noticed much sooner and informed her parents. couple this with her being 30… if so, then she was a grown women who could make her own decisions. She was also going to a college to get the credentials start a career (wasnt that the reason for the site in the first place?). All im saying is that if she lived with anyone, im pretty sure they would have known long before april/march 06 about what she was doing. Was she even living with her parents in the first place? Angela did hint at something like that, but it could have been just for the effect of the videos (something like, “look, im doing all this but my parents could be here any time now…!”). well, this is just what i think, but Im sure so far that real proof hasnt been revealed to prove that she has passed away… yet so much has come up to strengthen skepticism (a fake police report? jeez! just what is going on!? and for someone who loved to see angela’s great smile… that report was extremly chilling. it also clashes with another report that states that she took Xanax but did not mention anything to do with hanging. why would someone commit suicide in 2 different ways at the same time?).

  • Anonymous

    I’m beyond sure Angela’s parents knew of her carrer. The only problem I go back and forth on is Woody’s(foxes.com and Angela’s photographer, and manager,I guess and friend) Woody said that there is “NO-WAY-Possible” for Angela to be photographed again. I felt that was a sincere statement, because if she wasn’t dead someone might see her, or investigate his statement. That is the only thing that sticks out in my mind,that somewhat rings as true,maybe she is deceased. Some people think rapper Topac is alive and leaving a quiet life and Elvis! Don’t know maybe Angela is alive maybe not.

  • RedImperator

    A police report is a public record, and is available to anyone who asks for it. The police report made available on lukeisback.com may not be authentic (though if it’s a hoax, someone went though a lot of effort to make it look real), but it’s untrue that the Scottsdale PD would never relase it or would be facing a lawsuit if they did. Anyone with $5 could have requested the report, scanned it into a PDF, and published it online.

    I don’t see anything in the police report to make it seem like a fake. Leaping on the name “Dr. Seuss” and pronouncing the whole thing a fake because of it doesn’t fly. Seuss is a real name (the author Dr. Seuss’s full name was Theodore Seuss Geisel), and as a joke name, it wouldn’t fit the tone of the rest of the report, which looks authentic down to the artifacts from the scanner and a rubber stamped warning from the Scottsdale PD on every page that the information in the report is only to be used for purposes for which it was requested (the stamp itself is at a different location and angle on every page, and on some pages you see the doubling effect characteristic of a hand-held rubber stamp).

    As for the Xanax, plenty of people committing suicide will OD on some drug as a fallback and then use some physical means to do actually terminate their life (most famously, Kurt Cobain injected himself with a massive heroin OD and then put a shotgun in his mouth).

    This has gone beyond rumor and speculation. This is either a very careful, elaborate hoax, or Angela Devi is actually dead of suicide. I don’t see anything to “strengthen the skepticism”; I see a lot of rumor and what-if and I heard from a friend of a friend that she’s alive, and what appears to be a cold, hard piece of irrefutable evidence she’s dead. I was a fan too and I’m not at all happy about this, but clinging to forlorn hope grounded on thin air isn’t going to bring her back. She was, apparently, a very troubled young woman whose life tragically ended much too soon, and it’s a disservice to her memory to pretend it never happened.

  • k.D.b

    Here’s the funny thing. I looked up her grave on findagrave.com under her real name and her stage name. Nothing was found. I looked up her death certificat online using different sites and Ancestry.com, nothing came up. I even looked through Arizona obituares and did some detective work on my own. Nothing turned up about an Angela Devi, Angela Dhingra or Shanali Dhingra. Nothing, or as Genesis would say “No reply at all”

    I’m not attacking anyone or anything, but I have my reasonable doubts that she is dead.

  • Dr.Jerin

    Well…for me it´s really disgusting to think that anyone has done the filthy job of forging a police report to support a lie. I believe she is dead…if her photographer wrote that letter on her website (that is a fact) in my opinion we shouldn´t have more doubts. To think over this question is a waste of time: if she´s dead we can do nothing but remember her…but if she´s alive she doesn´t deserve us to be speculating about her because has demonstrated that doesn´t care about us, so…why should we do it about her?….

  • RedImperator

    If a woman named Angela Dhingra didn’t die in Arizona on April 1, 2006, that doesn’t necessarily prove Angela is still alive, but it would definitely demolish the police report (leaving me, at least, wondering why someone would go through all that bother). It would also send most of the amateur investigators on the Internet back to square one on this case, because so far as I’m aware, Dhingra is the only plausible sounding “real” last name that exists for her. If that’s the case, alive or dead, she did a better job of hiding her identity than most.

    In response to Dr.Jerin, people are going to ask this question until the issue is settled because people, as a rule, like to solve mysteries. As for her not caring, it’s really impossible to judge how much she cared about her fans because nobody really knew her. She might have genuinely appreciated the attention, she might have been completely indifferent to everything except their money, she might have hated them with every fiber of her being (all three happen to women in the porn business, even the softcore end). This isn’t to knock her memory, just to point out nobody knew her, even by the cheap facimile that passes for “knowing” someone on the Internet. If she didn’t really care about her fans, or at least not enough to not drop off the face of the Internet with no explanation, well, honestly, so what? She was a businesswoman providing a service. She was very attractive and the personality she displayed online was pleasant, but it was still a business transaction. If she’s chosen to get out of that line of work and set it up so nobody looks for her, well, she’s entitled to a private life, and this might have been the only way she felt she could have achieved it for good.

  • Deathalloy74

    okay, heres the thing…
    i recently saw the topic and read the report, the whole scotsdalle report from lukeisback.com
    i dunno if u have read the whole report, but i found some contradictory content….
    (quoting from the report – Bibianas narrative)
    “on 3/31/06 at approximately 0845 hours, Bibiana tried to call angela, like she does at that time everyday. She called both Angela’s cell phone and home phone. Angela did not answer either phone and Bibiana left messages on both phones. She then called Euan to see if angela was with him. When Euan told Bibiana angela was not with him and he was told angela was at work…..”

    (quoting from the report – Euans narrative)
    “On 3/31/06 at an unknown time in the morning, Euan went to work. he tried to call Angela a couple of times but was unable to reach her. He thought she may be with Bibiana.
    On 3/31/06 at approximately 0915 hours, Euan called Bibiana to see if angela was with her. She was not and Bibiana thought Angela was with Euan…..”

    So, as u all can see, according to Bibiana, Euan thought Angela was at work, whereas Euan said he thought Angela was with Bibiana. Secondly, who called who? Bibiana says she called Euan at 0845, whereas Euan says he called Bibiana at 0915.
    I have no idea what to think. Is this report fake? highly unlikely i think. Were the contradictory allibis followed up by the authorities? we may never know.

    Your comments???

  • Deathalloy74

    To KDB on trying to find a grave.

    Hindus dont have graves. they burn their dead.

  • http://pagancrow.spaces.live.com ikyouCrow

    so i’m late with this contribution, but i’m only now starting my search for the truth (and still trying to download the ‘police report’).

    a wikipedia entry for Hyapatia Lee states that she faked her death once but to boost sales of her merchandise. Angela might have done the same thing but then why take the site down if that was the mission?

    perhaps there was a serious and life threatening reason if this really is a hoax (like a stalker or something).

  • Rest In Peace Steve Irwin-AKA -“Crocodile Hunter”

    Ummm hello, fake police reports are the easy to make or to “BUY”online. I doubt if Ms. Devi is deceased that she would be buried anywhere. Also you are not going to find her grave or knowledge of a grave; because I believe she would be creamated. Again Woody of foxes.com has not talked has said nothing,and I hold him higher then someone or site claiming to have the police report or the 911 call of Angela Devi. I mourn more for Steve Irwin aka: “Crocodile Hunter” who was killed today by a “stingray” and who I truly enjoyed watching, and learned alot from. Steve Irwin “Rest In Peace” and “Thank You For Everything You Have Taught Us All” Will Miss Your Voice”

  • RedImperator

    Deathalloy74: The contradiction between Euan and Bibiana’s stories could easily just be one of them misremembering who called whom. The time difference might not be a contradiction at all; Euan allegedly called Angela at 08:45, but it makes no mention of when he allegedly spoke with Bibiana. If the times were hours apart, it would be suspicious, but 30 minutes is a narrow window. As for the confusion between them as to Angela’s wherabouts, that happens all the time with people with no malicious intent, and it’s likely that both would assume Angela was with the other if she wasn’t with them and not answering her home phone.

    RIP Steve Irwin: It’s easy to make a fake police report (I could do it in Pages in a few hours; the hardest part would be inventing details for them), but if the one available on the Internet is a hoax, the hoaxer paid a lot of attention to detail. There are artifacts like a paper document got run through a fax machine or a scanner. Phone numbers for Bibiana and Euan were entered in the proper spots on the form, and then redacted (of course anything could have been written under there, but the point is the alleged hoaxer neither left them blank nor put in a fake phone number, he actually followed police procedure when releasing a police report to the public). Every page has been rubber stamped, and not cleanly, as if done by Photoshop, but sloppy, with a double image from the stamp hitting twice, as often happens when you rubber stamp a document hastily. The tone of the writing is professional. The map looks like the kind of map that would be hand drawn by a cop on the scene. Et cetera. I’m certainly not saying it’s confirmed hand’s-down that the police report is fake, but it’s at the very least better than a run of the mill hoax.

  • Just_The_Facts

    I don’t believe Angela would kill herself over a man, or a married man. I doubt seriously that Angela would end her life over her finance problems. There is “No-Way” you can just ask for a police report, and it’s done. That would mean that it’s ok to give out personal information to a complete stranger. The only way to access her personal information, would be through a lawyer or her family. Police report would have Angela address, etc and that is personal information, and could put her life or her family lives at risk, because you never know what someone might do with knowing where she leaves or used to leave. Bottom line, it’s really none of our business when it comes to her personal life.

    Ok, here’s what get’s under my skin when it comes to all the rumors about Angela attempting suicide once before. HOW IN THE HELL OR WHY IN THE HELL, would you not pay close attention to Angela’s frame of mind, and if you know the girl attempted suicide once before, did they not think that she would do it again, or try to get Angela some “Serious Help ! If I were Angela friend or best friend, I would talk her into seeking professional help, and ride stay on her like “white on rice” everyday. Yes, Angela is a grown woman, and can do whatever she wants to do, but if she is heading down the wrong path of course I’m going to step up to the plate, and find some help, or a treatment center. Angela is no different then a drug addict needing help to fight their addiction. If Angela is deceased, then leave her at peace. Angela kept her personal just that “personal” Allot of us didn’t know much about Angela’s personal life while she was still living (that’s if she really did die) so what right do we haveto seek her personal information in death.

    Everything Is Not Meant For You To Know!

    If Angela’s family and friends, wanted us to know
    if she dead or not, or how did she die, then I think they would have shared that information with us by now, especially Woody of foxes.com I wish Woody would do a tribute website to Angela, because Angela open up those doors, and helped make foxes.com what it is today.

  • Lisa

    Angela bought flavor to foxes.com. Angela showed
    everyone that women of color are beautiful. Is
    there a email address for Angela’s photographer
    Woody?

  • RedImperator

    Just_The_Facts: A police report is a matter of public record. Even a suicide report. The personal information you mention, such as driver’s liscense number, phone number, SS number, all that is (and by law, must be) redacted, but the text of the report, including the name, IS public information.

    As for the suicide itself (assuming of course it actually happened), the sad truth is that people who appear happy and well adjusted to outsiders commit suicide all the time. It’s, frankly, absurd for any total stranger who only ever knew her by her web persona to say he doesn’t believe she’d do it for whatever reason, especially when we have no idea at all what the reason was. It could have been over money or love, or it could have been because she was severely bipolar or depressed and had no external reason at all.

    I’m not going to condemn her friends, either. It’s interesting you bring up drug addicts as an analogy to the suicidally depressed: it’s very apt, in perhaps more ways than you realize. You cannot force your friends into rehab no matter how badly they need it; if they don’t make the decision themselves, they won’t make it because you’re pushing them. Believe me, I know this from hard experience. There’s very little they could have done that they weren’t, by the police report, already doing. If she was well and truly determined to kill herself, nothing this side of involuntary institutionalization stood a good chance of stopping it. And she apparently had her friends and her doctor believing she wasn’t as bad off as she actually was. Another tragically common occurance with suicides.

    You are, however, exactly right about Foxes: I don’t think Softwood is anywhere near what it is today without Angela. Why Woody hasn’t said anything is a mystery, but since I know nothing at all about the guy, and we’re STILL not entirely sure if Angela is dead or just “left the internet”, as this blog post is titled, I’m not going to speculate about his motives.

  • http://myspace.com/lbridgeford Lee

    If you go to the Vital Records office of the State of Arizona, it tells you there that the State of Arizona is a CLOSED RECORD STATE. That means that you can’s simply request things like death certificates and police reports without proof of a connection to a subject…

  • RedImperator

    Police reports are not a “vital record”. There’s no mention of them at all in the administrative statute that specifies who can request birth certificates, death certificates, marriage liscenses, and the like (Title 9, Section 19). Arizona being a closed state is actually more circumstantial evidence that she’s dead, because that would explain why no death certificate has shown up.

    On the other hand, pursuant to ARS 39-121.01, public records ARE available to the public on request. “Any person may request to examine or be furnished copies, printouts or photographs of any public record during regular office hours or may request that the custodian mail a copy of any public record not otherwise available on the public body’s web site to the requesting person.” Vital records are closed, but public records are not, and police reports are public records. The closed records law requires police agencies to redact certain information from police reports when making copies for the public, but the text of the report is public and available to anyone who requests it, at least so far as I can tell by reading the relevant laws.

    Of course, this could all be settled once and for all if a second person requests a copy of that police report from the Scottsdale PD. Any takers?

  • Arizona_Indian

    September 16, 2006

    Angela death is unproven, and at this point closed. There are no police reports in the state of Arizona or any city in our great state that will back you up on this unproven fact. You may print, forge, copy any unproven fact on Angela Devi it will not be accepted. Until CNN Headline News or ABC, NBC,CBS states that Ms.Devi expired back near the end of March 2006 anything you read on the internet is false. You need to look into why Woody is “NO-LONGER OWNS OR MANAGES FOXES,AND THE REST OF THE SITES HE “USED TO OWN”.
    Right after announcing Angela’s suppose death on her website- He completely “VANISHED”!!!!!!!!!!!!
    as stated by his wife. Now go figure on that one.

  • Rest In Peace Angela

    She’s dead. There is a police report. The report has been verified. She committed suicide. Let her rest in peace. SHE’S DEAD!

  • My_Turn

    September 21, 2006

    In Repsonse to Number#32 comment:

    First of all, who the #??# do you think you are.
    (please don’t answer that cause it’s not like I
    care.)If you can’t accept other people views or
    opinions on this site then “ROLL OUT”!! On this site I or others can believe whatever we want
    about Angela. You don’t have “NO” darn facts yourself. You are just like everyone else, we get your info from other Angela Devi web forums, coming here basing your opinion, as if you were glued to Angela Devi at the time of her so-called
    death. If you had “true facts” your butt wouldn’t be on this web forum, reading “our comments” and views on Angela, in which this site is all about.

    You state the same ole story of police reports,and Angela Devi death has “never been verified” “BY ANYONE”. You want to verify her death, then give me the the name of the police officer,the location and address,phone number,badge number, and the address listed for Angela Devi or whatever name is on the so-call police report. Get that and then come back and post it on this forum. I live in
    Scottsdale, Arizona my mom is a realtor. Give me Angela address(which would be on any police report)and I will drive to whatever area or city she lives in, plus have my mom check to see if the address given is were she resides, or once resided. Other than that, you are guessing, like the rest of us.

    Here some website forums, someone can easily
    access. Then take bits of information on what
    is being said about Angela and run with it,as if
    they are the ones who discovered Angela so call body, and like they new Angela on a personal
    level. All sites say the same thing about Angela,
    and every site has comments of those that believe
    Angela dead and those who don’t believe. So if Number#32, can’t except “our opinions” then move
    on, it’s not hard to do.

    1. Yahoo Answers
    2. Google Answers: Model Angela Devi dead?
    3. Lukeisback.com
    4. http://www.myspace.com/angela_devi
    5. Angela Devi: Information From Answers.com
    6. Angela Devi – Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
    7. Is Angela Devi dead? – The Ill Community
    8. Rotten Tomatoes Forums – Angela Devi is DEAD???
    9. Angela Devi is dead…?? :( – GFY Webmaster
    (Board

  • In loving memory of Angela Devi

    I guess a lot of people are or were shocked to read on her web page that she had passed away.
    Angela Devil is a beautiful young woman dead or alive. I really wish Woody or maybe friends of
    Angela would tell us. I believe others might benefit or at least give a second thought of
    taking their own life. I wonder what really was going on in her personal life, and I wonder if
    anyone (friends, parents etc) saw this coming. I wonder what she was thinking on the day she
    took her life. I wonder if her death could have been prevented. Why was she not watched
    Carefully by those that loved her. If she attempted suicide before, then there is a good chance she would do it again. I just doubt she killed herself over a married man (this is just a rumor)I wonder if Angela was Bi-Polar and also suffered from manic depression. Angela’s death is
    nothing to be ashamed about, and telling her story might help someone else. I use to wish that I had a body like Angela’s and her beautiful face to make money off of. I guess her outer appearance showed knows signs of anything, but her inner soul was already dead.We miss you Angela.

  • Anonymous

    I knew her personally in grade school as she was a classmate of mine. At that time, her name was Shanali Dhingra, but we referred to her as “Shanu”. Some referred to her as “Shamu”, as she was a bit heavy-set. She must have acquired the name “Angela” at a later date.

    I know her family personally, though I admit that I haven’t seen or spoken with “Angela” in many years. She is indeed dead.

    The family did not want any press and did not want the case investigated further. I can understand why. Her father recently discovered that he has cancer. Her mother recovered from breast cancer some years ago. They are not in the best of health, and did not want the stress of a lingering case. Her family is very nice and well educated. Her brother recently finished medical school. They are all polar opposites of the former “Angela”. They did know of her chosen profession all along, but it was a topic that they never discussed. The discussion came up between them and another acquantance of mine, but not with me directly. My visit to the family’s home prior to her death revealed no recent pictures of her in plain view, and yes, I did know of her profession at that time. It is my understanding that she was a completely out of control 30+ year old woman with lots of personal issues. There are unconfirmed rumors that she even had a prior lesbian marriage.

    She was very promiscuous even in her younger days, though not nearly as attractive as she was in her recent pictures. There are some stories I could tell.

    I can’t elaborate further, but my belief is foul play. The porn business has a very dangerous dark side. I’ve seen posts in here about some of you wanting an explanation on her website. Did you ever think that maybe foul play could be involved? Especially if she was due to be married and wanted out of the business(to the dismay of those that were paying her to pose)? She was the biggest money-maker for Foxes, and sometimes greed defies logic or reason.

  • Paul – England

    To Anonymous #35 Thanks for the information.

    Can you tell us more about what she was like as a person. I’m would be very interested to know. Thanks

  • You Knew Angela hahhahahahahhaha Yea Right!

    NO-WAY! On this forum you must “prove” that you knew Angela in grade school, not just say it! That
    sounds real fake,and real silly. Again, proof rules and fake s — goes out the windows. I don’t
    believe Angela was deep into hard core porn. Only
    on the internet can a person claim to be anyone
    or claim to know someone. On the internet you don’t have to prove yourself,and can avoid lawyers and family members suing you. I’m sure Angela mother or Angela herself will show up soon on the internet and internet only!

  • Anonymous

    To #37:

    You don’t have to believe me. This is the internet, and you will probably never meet me in person anyways. You can either take my word or leave it, that is your choice.

    I can say that I have school yearbooks that would prove that she and I were classmates. I also informed you of her real name and various nicknames in school. She and I attended school together in Baton Rouge, Louisiana (Baton Rouge Preparatory School and Parkview Baptist School after Baton Rouge Prep shut down). She was a girl that was the butt of all ridicule in our class, as she was a bit heavy set back then. She and her family lived very close to the home where I grew up. Her family still resides in Louisiana, but they had a stint where they lived in Arizona. My guess is that “Angela” decided to stay there and not go back to Louisiana, got involved with porn, and the rest is history.

    She rarely visited her family in Louisiana, so I can honestly say that I did not see her for many years.

    Again, the choice to believe me is yours. You can take it or leave it. I never mentioned that she was “deep into hardcore porn” in my post. Where did you see that? I did say that there is belief that she had a prior lesbian marriage that was eventually nullified.

    Her body was cremated (based on Indian custom) shortly after her death. The family made sure that any records of her death were not made public. They kept everything airtight.

    She DID want out of porn, and would not do this to herself. Again, the belief is that foul play is involved. Her family is still perplexed by her partial suicide note, as it made no sense to them. Perhaps she was forced to write it, and refereced “last Monday” as some date of significance, which really had no significance at all. Could it be that she was leaving a clue while drafting a suicide note that she was forced to create? She was a very confused and screwed up woman, but she was very smart.

    To #36:

    I first met her when I was 10 years old as a classmate. I described her as promiscuous earlier. There was a time when we were dressing out in our gym clothes for gym class, and she flashed her naked backside so that you could see it from the boy’s locker room. The girl’s lockers were directly across the hall, but her backside was the only one I saw that entire school year.

    Also, while she was ridiculed, I heard that she was the life of the girl’s slumber parties. She encouraged all that attended the slumber party to get into a naked photoshoot. Pictures of the slumber parties were secretly passed around the class, and I got a good view.

    In general, she was not shy at all, but was ridiculed because she attended private schools that were 99% white.

  • Paul – England

    Dear #38

    Thanks for that, very interesting. If you have any thing else to add, please do.

    1 Question. Do you know of a memorial to her?

  • SpunkyBrewster

    She was beautiful and its sad that she’s gone, but…I wonder what the moral implications are to wanking off to a dead woman’s old pics…please post soon as I’m quite anxious and would like to begin immediately.

  • Paul – England

    Not funny in the slightest – Crude Sad Man

  • Ali

    # 38 This is so weird that you mention foul play because i was just surfing internet when i ran across the news of her death and since it was a very reliable website i didn’t doubt it for a second, how ever while reading about her i smelled foul play, I don’t know may b too many dectitive novels or what but that’s what i thought unfortunately there isn’t much we can do since her body is cremated due to her cluture. only thing we can pray for is for truth to come out in the light evantualy.

  • http://pagancrow.spaces.live.com ikyouCrow

    i can dig the cremation story if she and her family were indeed the cremating hindus. some hindus actually bury their dead.

    even if she is still alive (for whatever reason she had to leave the limelight), i hope she’s safe and happy.

    #38: she sounds a lot like we knew her to be throguh the internet: fun loving, excitable and proud of her body. sounds like my kinda woman, honestly.

    dead or alive, i hope she’s at peace now. search over… i’m letting this one fade.

  • anonymous

    #39 – no memorial to her. Again, all traces of her death and cremation were kept airtight. Her family is Hindu. By Hindu culture, they do not want to face the embarrassment that all of this would bring to the family. Hindus believe strongly in their reputation in society (friends, relatives, etc.).

    To the recent posters, thanks for not attacking my credibility.

    Regarding foul play, I can honestly tell you that the family believes it was foul play. An autopsy would not reveal this. Rumor is that the boyfriend/fiancee was involved in porn, but worked as a loan officer during the day. She wanted out of porn. She was the biggest revenue generator for Foxes, and someone didn’t want her to leave.

    Her family is putting this behind them. They have health issues and did not have the energy to pursue litigation. Her brother is the polar opposite, and recently finished medical school. She comes from a good family, but took the wrong fork in the road some years back.

    To those that keep waiting for her to return, you will be waiting for a long time. Again, she is indeed dead.

  • ian

    any new info on this matter??

  • ian

    where does her brother practice?

  • Mondez

    perhaps….
    she had such an immensely large fanbase, and was a bit messed up anyway, she thought the only way to get out of the business and keep foxes going was to pull this kind of stunt. fair enough its a sick stunt (if it is a stunt, i really dont know wat to believe) but maybe foxes were crapping themselves cause they thought if their best model left then they would go completely downhill, and put this along with the fact that she wanted to live a normal life as she was at university, and the whole darkside of porn, it kind of adds up?
    ok i will accept criticism of my view but please dont be harsh

  • Anonymous

    Angela Devi on myspace there is a huge section in the about me part. personally i think its someones idea of a sick joke

  • Paul – England

    To #44, thanks for the new info, always appreciated.

    You mentioned that the family suspect foul play.
    My qusetion is; – On what grounds do you base your suspicions?

    to #47. Interesting theory but sadly lacking any evidence or proof. The evidence for her being dead has been posted on several forums. The case for “wanting out of the business” isn’t backed up by anything and until such time it is, It remains a groundless speculation. Nice theory though

  • Mondez

    thanks #49, yeah i just thought of that theory and thought to be fairly valid. as you say though, unfortunately theres no evidence.
    just had a read of #48’s link, and according to that angela is now married with 3 children in copenhagen. hmmm, dont know about that one

  • http://www.myspace.com/angeladevi200620072008 angeladevi200620072008

    RE : angel devi (when you leave the internet ,do you die.)

    todays date : dec 11 2006 – this is quoted from his website : http://www.drseussortho.com

    Dr. Seuss Kassisieh (pronounced Kasa-see-ya) received his doctor of dental surgery (D.D.S.) degree from the University of Iowa where he graduated in the top of his class and was elected to Omicron Kappa Upsilon, the national dental honor society. Since graduating, he has been affectionately called “Dr. Seuss.” He welcomed the nickname after hearing people struggle over the years to pronounce his Arabic surname. Dr. Seuss went on to earn an M.S. degree and his specialty certificate in orthodontics from Baylor, recognized as one of the top orthodontic programs in the country.

    Dr. Seuss is an active member of the American Dental Association, the Arizona Dental Association, the American Association of Orthodontists, the Arizona Orthodontic Association (past president), and the Pacific Coast Society of Orthodontists. In addition, he is actively involved with the Scottsdale/Paradise Valley Dental Club (past president), the Orthodontic Club of Phoenix, as well as the Angle Society.

    Drawn to Arizona by his family and the state’s natural beauty, Dr. Seuss and his family enjoy playing golf, skiing, cycling, hiking, running, traveling, cooking and dining out.

    i hope this explains the references to ( Dr. Seuss ) isnt it normal to be refered to a dentist after you damage your teeth in a car crash.

    ps. how many angeladevi’s are there ?
    myspace has about 15 claiming to be “me”…

  • Paul – England

    To the last poster – erm…..ok kind of interesting but how does your post contribute to this conversation i.e what the bloody hell are you going on about?

    p.s I noticed your posting name (angeladevi200520062007)were you responsible for that mockery of a web-site on myspace claiming that Angela had got married and moved to Denmark?

  • anonymous

    i think all this is just weird but one person made a poin that if it was true it would be on the news or somethin to be honest i didnt even know about this untill i searched her name. i tink if she wanted to pull something like this she could’ve i think she had the money too but on the other hand i think why wold people lie about i dont know it just doesnt add up

  • Angela Devi Fan

    Having seen the lengthy police investigation report, I’m lead to believe this is real and that she is indeed dead.

    Some of the reasons I can think of as to why this is real are:

    1. Indian heritage. Indian parents are known to be very strict, and if her parents only recently found out about her involvement in the industry, that could have sent a whirlwind into Angela’s life. One that she couldn’t handle.

    2. It’s well known for female pornstars to battle depression.

    3. As much as we want to believe it’s a hoax, there is a 9-page police report going into much detail on her death. That’s quite alot of work just to fake someone’s death.

    I’m so saddened by this, as she was so young with so much to give and had already given alot of pleasure to many people. I don’t want to believe it, but I’m afraid I do.

    We just lost one of the industry’s best.

    Rest In Peace Angela.

  • JOhn

    Shanu, we love you and miss you.

  • tom fedring

    she’s not dead!

  • stanlee

    #56 then where is she?

  • Paul – England

    to Tom Fedring #56 quote “she’s not dead!”

    Do you have evidence, hard, circumstancial or hearsay to substantiate you statement or are you just throwing that comment into the mix in order to sound “in the know” or “controversial”?

  • APE907

    Wow – I guess I am late to the news here. I found Angela through Foxes back in 1998 or 1999. I have been aware of her continued presence on the internet long after I canceled my Foxes subscription. I stumbled onto this news almost by accident today and am deeply saddened to learn that Angela by most accounts seems to have committed suicide.

    Angela was a woman of spectacular beauty. I truly have never seen another female who equaled her exotic looks. She was quite simply stunning and it is so sad to learn of her untimely demise. Angela RIP.

  • Joe Private

    I did a search for Angela Devi pics yesterday and was directed to the info on Wickepedia. I was a member of her site when it went off line and I thought it was kinda peculiar. I assumed that she was just moving on like porn starlets do. It is weird that the death was on March 31 and a lot of the speculation was that it was an April Fools hoax.

    Was there an obituary in the Arizona Republic? I’m surprized that this official record hasn’t been posted in any forum.

    Someone even mentioned that it was weird that her medical doctor was named Dr. Suess and that the police report was a hoax.

    Well to dispel this rumor — her doctor — Dr. Suess was indeed a real doctor and licenced in Arizona. Here is his office location — James H. Suess MD
    13951 N Scottsdale Rd Ste 211
    Scottsdale Arizona 85254-3402
    Phone: 480-609-9300.

    Well thats my 2 cents. ….. The story is very sad.

  • Bobo

    This is SUCH crap!

    Has the obvious occurred to anyone? A well known porn “actress” kills herself in a spectacular manner and the press keeps a lid on it out of respect for her family? Get real.

    You guys are all arguing about website crap when the proof of the matter is staring you in the face. This story would have gone national in a heartbeat with all the major press outlets wanting to speculate about whether it was the porn that killed her.

    This whole thing is an obvious web fraud. News like this just does NOT remain confined to minor internet sites and one gossip rag.

  • http://www.thechiwriter.com Matthew Milam

    However minor this site is, it’s managed to gain alot of comments — especially considering Angela wasn’t that high in the porn industry (I only knew about her through the freeones board). Still it’s interesting to hear follow-ups on this article.

  • Bobo

    I agree. That is precisely my point. There has been a great deal of speculation about this on the netblogs but nothing for anything more credible.

    Hoax or not, you’d think that SOMEBODY would be running this one down for real.

  • Political Assasin

    Ok, I heard about this a while ago but theres a couple things no one has managed to talk about. One, her boyfriend Euan C. Black, what about him? What does he know? Second If I called Scottsdale police in Arizona would I be able to get a report on her death? Third, what about the point someone made about the manager of the website disapearing? Whats his name so that I can find him? Fourth , has anyone tried contacting her doctor?

    Here is his office location — James H. Suess MD
    13951 N Scottsdale Rd Ste 211
    Scottsdale Arizona 85254-3402
    Phone: 480-609-9300.

    Fifth, what about her suicide note that said something about sorry about what happened last Monday which had her family troubled seeing as how they had no argument with her about anything that day.

    Here’s the link to that,

    April first 2006 someone posing as Angela posted on freeones.com email the administrator about it, I sure will,

    I’ve heard some good points, but for real if you want to find shit out follow all of these leads. I will follow them soon and get back to you all, in the mean time if any of you can do it, do it as well, do not rely solely on me, if you want to find some info. lets work together.

  • Paul – England

    A recent & moving Tribute from presumably “woody at From Foxes.Com

    We miss you, Angela!

    Angela
    It was one year ago this weekend that my life changed forever. It was then that my very good friend, Angela, died. I know Foxes.com is a fantasy web site. I know you are here for enjoyment. I appreciate you being here and will always do my best to keep you happy. I struggled with whether or not to mention the one year anniversary of Angela’s passing. It wasn’t because I don’t think of Angela — actually, I think of her almost every day. She was my true friend.

    Often on the way to somewhere else I must drive down this particular street in Scottsdale, a street next to one of the places she used to live. I can’t help but turn my head toward that gate to where she lived and think of her. I think of her other times too. I think of her coming in to our office to brighten up everyone’s day here. I think of her phone calls. Most of all, I think of how I wish I could have made a difference so she would still be here with us. I miss you, Angela, very much!

    So now I know many of you miss her too. Angela is still special to all of us. I have a feeling that Angela never really knew how much she was cared for by all of you. I believe that she can see this now, knows this now, and this makes her happy. We will never forget her. I hope Angela is in peace now — hope she has found her happiness — hope she looks back on her time here on this earth with far better thoughts than when she left us. We will always miss you, Angela! Thank you for being my true friend.

    The above combined with all other “loose evidence” available, Its almost cerrtain to say that she’s gone for good. Paul – England

  • tom fedring

    the person listed at 7498 e.christmas cholla is chris manion, if they bought a house that a person died in, by law it has to be disclosed. call them and you will learn the truth!! internet white pages – you can look up address or neighbors close by

  • Paul – England

    To my knowledge, Angela Devi rented 7498 e.Christmas Cholla Drive.

    It’s quite possible that the present occupier does the same.

    Do the same disclosure laws apply in relation to paying tenants as they do for people who buy?

  • conman

    To Tom Fedring

    In an earlier post, You claimed she was still alive ergo why don’t YOU call this Crhis Manion thus providing proof to back up your earlier claims?

  • TOM FEDRING

    CONMAN, THERE’S NOTHING TO BE AFRAID OF. YOU JUST MAKE A CALL, YOU’RE NOT BREAKING ANY LAWS. I HAVE CALLED, AND YOU WOULD BE SURPRISED
    TO FIND OUT THE TRUTH. SHE’S STILL WITH US

  • conman

    To Tom Brownring

    If you have made the call, why not enlighten us all as to the contents of the conversation? Surely that would be easier than leaving kurt remarks.

  • Paul – England

    To Tom Fedring

    with respect, there have been several (judging by what they have revealed about her)genuine posters on here claiming to know her personally. Each of them maintain that she is no longer with us. period. Added to that, we have a Police report documenting her death and (amongst other things)and no new news (of any kind) that in any way contradicts the above.

    In your three post’s to date, you have claimed she is alive. However in the absence of any evidence, let alone proof other than a phone call you said you made to the present occupant of AD’s former address, you’ll forgive me if I am highly skeptical of your claims.

    Indeed it would help if you could let us know the details of your recent conversation, it would be easier than hassling the present occupier, a Mr Chris Manion.

    What say you?

    This is not a personal attack on your credibility, I’m merely asking you to provide something a bit more solid to back up your claims. I hope you don’t disapoint us

    thanks

  • TOM FEDRING

    TO CONMAN. THE HOUSE HAS BEEN OWNED FOR THE LAST SEVEN YEARS BY CHRIS MANIONS UNCLE AND AUNT. HE’S BEEN LIVING THERE FOR THE LAST 1.5 YEARS.A FRIEND I WAS IN THE ARMY WITH IS A POLICE OFFICER IN AZ. HE SAID THE REPORT IS FAKE, THAT ANYONE WITH A COMPUTER CAN MAKE ONE.HE ALSO SAID THAT AFTER LOOKING HER UP IN THE DATABASE, SHE RECEIVED A SPEEDING TICKET DEC 2006!!! NOW ISN’T THAT A MIRACLE!

  • TOM FEDRING

    P.S. CONMAN, IT’S “CURT” WITH A C

  • Conman

    To Tom Fedring

    For one moment, I actually believed you were about to uncover something new when in reality you have provided nothing not already known by many. I won’t spend too long on your comments other than to say…

    1. Of course she got a ticket in 2006, she was actually due to appear in Court 1 day before her death and an arrest warrant issued because she did not show up. She commited suicide on the next day, again in 2006. This info is available for free on the arizona court records

    2. You say that you have a friend in Police Force who says its fake. Well now… thats conclusive undisputable proof is’nt it! lol.

    3. You STILL have not told us what was said in your alleged conversation with Chris Manion other than to say the house is owned by his Aunt & Uncle and that he’s lived there for 1.5 years… So what! Angela Devi died 1.5 years ago so it figures.

    Where is she now then?, did she leave a forwarding address for her mail with either Mr Manion or his Aunt/Uncle? Did she give notice she was leaving?, how long Did the place stand empty before Mr Manion moved in? Did Angela personally hand the keys to the flat back herself.? Has Mr Manion even seen her in Person? Did she provide any means by which she may be contacted with regards to any unpaid bills etc?

    Did you ask your “Policeman Friend”, When in 2006 did she get a ticket? Was it after March 30th 2006? In April, May, June? When!!

    To me, The above are obvious questions for a person to ask as each would provide strong circumstacial or solid evidence of her being alive after March 30th 2006 when she allegedly died. I’m sure that had you spoken to him to Chris Manion as claimed in an earlier post, you would have provided an answer to at least one of these Questions, but have you? NO!!!!!

    I seriously doubt you even spoke to him.

    Essentially you have said NOTHING. For the last time, either come up with some PROOF(ask your “POLICE MAN FRIEND” what this word means) or STOP WASTING OUR TIME WITH YOUR SCHOOLBOY REVELATIONS. [Personal attack deleted]

    sigh…

  • Conman

    To Tom Fedring

    Just noticed the date of DEC on the parking ticket but even so, IF true, without further information confirming what name (i.e the defendant) under which the the ticket was issued and in which state? i.e something more than just your word for it, you can hardly claim that this conclusive, at least not to rational people.

  • TOM FEDRING

    CONMAN, IT’S “CIRCUMSTANCIAL” [Edited]! AND IT’S NOT A PARKING TICKET [Edited] IT’S A SPEEDING TICKET, WHICH MEANS SHE HAD TO SHOW HER ID.

    THE NAME SHANALI DHINGRA RING A BELL? THE SPEEDING TICKET WAS IN AZ.
    CHRIS MANION HAS LIVED IN THE HOUSE FOR 1.5 YRS. ANGELA QUIT THE BUSINESS 1.1YRS AGO.

    IT HAS NOT BEEN A YEAR AND A HALF YET! [Edited] CHRIS’ AUNT AND UNCLE LIVED IN THAT HOUSE BEFORE RENTING IT TO CHRIS. CHRIS SAID HE HAS NEVER HEARD OF ANGELA BEFORE.

    WHICH BRINGS US BACK TO THAT OFFICIAL POLICE REPORT. WHAT OFFICIAL POLICE REPORT REPEATEDLY USES THE WRONG ADDRESS IN IT? NONE!!!!!!!
    [Edited] YOU’VE BEEN WRONG ABOUT EVERYTHING SO FAR, LET’S KEEP YOUR RECORD GOING [Edited]

  • http://www.robot-of-the-week.com Christopher Rose

    If you two don’t start to behave with a little more respect and good manners, I’m going to ban both of you from this entire site, something I really hate doing other than to spammers or the terminally pottymouthed.

    The choice, gentlemen, is yours.

    Thank you.

    Christopher Rose
    Blogcritics Comments Editor

  • TOM FEDRING

    POINT TAKEN!!!!!!!!!!!

  • TOM FEDRING

    AND SORRY

  • Conman

    Point taken and sorry also.

    To Tom Fedring – putting our less than freindly exchange behind us,can you confirm the following in order that I understand exactly what you are saying in your previous posts?….here goes..

    1. The Police report is fake for two reasons, (a) your friend who is an officer in the Police Force has viewed the report and in his opinion, its a fake and (b) based on your conversation with the present occupant of 7498 e.Christmas Cholla Drive namely Chris Manion(Nephew to the actual owners of the property)you say that has never heard of A.D/S.D and to his knowledge has never lived there ergo a false address was given on the Original Police report detailing A.D’s alleged suicide (taken from lukeisback.com)

    To add further weight to your statements, again quoting your friend in the Police, you also say that she received a speeding ticket in Dec 2006 whereby she had to produce various proof of identity documentation.

    Hence your statement that she is indeed still alive. Have I understood correctly?

    If true then I concede, the above is a pretty strong proof and thank you for sharing it with us. If true……Ultimately time will tell.

    A pity nobody on this site has reported an actual sighting of her

  • Conman

    To counter Tom Fedring’s statement that the Police report is fake: –

    Quoting the author of this article taken from the wikipedia discussion page.

    “I just talked to the Scottsdale Police Department’s Public Information Office. They just confirmed that the number on the police report Luke Ford had on his website was the same one as the one that the department has. Would anyone like the number to check for themsleves? (Matthewmilam 19:27, 17 May 2007 (UTC))”

    In addition, Bibianna Baez (angela’s best friend), Euan C Black (her boyfreind), Dr. Seuss Kassisieh (her doctor). The above are all REAL people with easily obtained addresses. In the Death Report, it even gives their profession and place of employment. All of which is true and accurate.

    Therefore, Why create a false death report that provides several pieces of information that if followed up can prove/disprove its authenticity in an instant. IMHO, all the essentials of the report have been consistent with a REAL death report.(names, dates, police report number etc)

    It may well be that the address on the Police report is fake/wrong as Tom Fedring states however considering the counter evidence, it is my belief that the report is true and she’s gone.

    The only fly in the ointment to the above is the Speeding Ticket Tom refers to allegedly issued in Dec 2006. If someone could get a copy and post it on the net, that would go a long way in lending weight to the “she lives” argument.

    I’ll shut up as even I tire of my own opinion. There must be more people than me and Tom out there with thoughts on the matter. Time to voice them…

  • TOM FEDRING

    CONMAN – YOUR SUMMATION IS CORRECT.
    THE ONLY REASON I CAN THINK OF PUTTING FRIENDS CORRECT NAMES ON THE DOCUMENT WOULD BE BECAUSE ALOT OF PEOPLE KNOW ALOT ABOUT ANGELA, AND WHO SHE INTERACTS WITH.

  • school mate

    I’VE LIVED DOWN THE STREET FROM SHANALI’S PARENTS
    HOUSE FOR SEVERAL YEARS AND KNOW THE FAMILY QUITE WELL. I WENT TO PARKVIEW BAPTIST WITH SHANU.
    IN THE LAST YEAR I HAVE SEEN HER AT HER PARENTS HOUSE WITH HER HUSBAND APROX. 3-4 TIMES. I’VE TALKED TO HER ONCE AND SHE SAID FAKING HER DEATH WAS WRONG BECAUSE SO MANY PEOPLE STARTED LOOKING FOR HER, THAT’S WHY SHORTLY AFTER A NOTICE WAS POSTED ON HER OWN SITE, IT WAS TAKEN DOWN.SHE DOES NOT LIVE IN ARIZONA OR CLOSE BY HER PARENTS. SHE NOW RESIDES ON THE EAST COAST. SHE JUST WANTED TO START OVER WITH A CLEAN SLATE AND BUILD A LIFE WITH HER NEW HUSBAND.I DON’T CARE IF YOU BELIEVE
    ME OR NOT!!! SHE JUST WANT’S TO BE HERSELF, NOT THE GIRL YOU THINK SHE IS, AND LIVE LIKE A NORMAL FAMILY.

  • Aldon

    Quote Anonymous:”Again, the belief is that foul play is involved. Her family is still perplexed by her partial suicide note, as it made no sense to them. Perhaps she was forced to write it, and refereced “last Monday” as some date of significance, which really had no significance at all. Could it be that she was leaving a clue while drafting a suicide note that she was forced to create? She was a very confused and screwed up woman, but she was very smart. ”

    Quote school mate:”IN THE LAST YEAR I HAVE SEEN HER AT HER PARENTS HOUSE WITH HER HUSBAND APROX. 3-4 TIMES.”

    The human mind loves a puzzle, and you’ll forgive me if I’m having trouble figuring out what’s going on here.

    A) has anyone called to verify the Arizona report?

    B) has anyone got photo proof she lives?

    I thought she was really cute, and it’s a shame she’s gone. I hope (for her and her familys sake) that only the identity ‘Angela Devi’ died on that day.

    P.S. the only reason i’m interested in this topic is the inconsistencies…. had the lady declared herself out of the business I doubt I’d pay it a second look, but this suicide with doubts is odd.

  • Paul – England

    To Schoolmate

    Firstly, thanks for your information you shared with us here.

    I do have two questions which I will qualify. Assuming that in the very least you are/were a friendly aquaintance of hers, at least to the point whereby you could ask her direct questions concerning her former occupation.

    1.What is your motivation/agenda for blowing her cover when others on this page who claim a similar relationship have towed the “she’s dead” story line?

    2. Can you go a step further and tell us her married name in order that we can confirm this via a people search?

    In asking this, I am not attacking your credibility in anyway shape or form however you are the first person (to my recent memory)to both know her personally AND claim she still lives.
    It’s not that I don’t necessarily disbelieve you, personally (and I doubt I’m alone) It would be wonderful news were it confirmed that she is now living her life free & happy. In fact I believe most people would stop speculating/searching and respect her wishes for privacy.

    I anticipate your answer with gratitude

  • just musing

    Just musing……

    I love this particular forum, since its inception it has been a catalyst for hours of intrigue and speculation.

    The only negative is this. Though very interesting, the majority of posters who make bold claims especially those who “know her” (e.g schoolmate)go sadly but predictably silent when asked to qualify/provide verifiable evidence to support such claims.

    Ironically, Their silence speaks volumes regarding the strength of such claims.

  • Brian

    I’ll tell you what really sucks about this is the way the Foxes website handled this thing. I work for a law firm and am gone from 4:30 AM until 6:00 PM every day, and I never heard about it until it was too late to access many photoclubs I paid for.
    I always checked the main website for updates on the personal websites, but they either didn’t put any announcement up, or they removed it after a few days. I could only get on the web on weekends, and I feel that I was “ripped off” because I wasn’t notified and didn’t get to view photoclubs I paid for. Regardless of the reason, the site operators owed it to its customers to allow them sufficient time to download the photos they paid for. I have told everyone I know who is interested not to do business with this site, as I feel I was cheated out of something I paid for! The Foxes site owes a better explanation to its customers and shouldn’t “sweep this under the rug” so callously. We fans of Angela deserved better, even if she didn’t care a lick about us. We liked her, whether we liked her “online persona” makes no difference. We was robbed!

  • paul – england

    In answer to the above: –

    You can still view photo sets purchased from the “foxes” website.

    Just go to the members area on the right hand side of the main page and input your log in name and numbers.

    Strange how they should pull the plug on the personal site and yet still allow access through the Foxes site.

    I wonder what this means in terms of intellectual property rights not to mention the ongoing “dead or alive” debate

    Comments please

  • Anonymous

    She is NOT DEAD fools. SHE IS ALIVE
    AND I GOT EVIDENCE!!!

  • http://www.garbage-dump.com/angeladevi.htm Anonymous

    “am currently studying Accounting with a minor in finance. My lifelong aspiration is to become a corporate CPA and to have a loving family with two beautiful children. As you can tell I love modeling as a hobby!”

    She FAKED her death so she can lead a normal life!!!

  • Matthew Milam

    The Scottsdale Police Department in Arizona has the official report, she did commit sucide. I even have the file number.

    How exactly can she fake a sucidie? If she did, then who in the hell did they find in the garage?

  • Anonymous

    Well are there any pics? or actual visual evidence?? They fake reports all the time just cuz there’s a file doesn’t mean anything.

    “I am currently studying Accounting with a minor in finance. My lifelong aspiration is to become a corporate CPA and to have a loving family with two beautiful children. As you can tell I love modeling as a hobby!”

    she faked her death to lead a normal life.

  • Paul

    To anonymous – With all respect, it is my opinion that your statements without any proof or so called evidence/ verification other than your exclamation marks are nothing more than a young man’s wet dream.

    You insist she is alive yet fail miserably to provide anything other that silly statements. Try providing evidence or at least a compelling argument as to why we should believe you!

    oh and another thing, Whilst you hide behind a shield anonymity you are just another crazy suffering from a bad young man’s wet dream. Go back to sleep, you’ve got school in the morning.

    You sir are a buffoon.

  • Things that make you go Hmmm

    Michael Paloma/Saquella is far worse a person than this or any other press release can possibly describe. Without the slightest inclination of remorse, he will lie, cheat and steal from/to anyone, including his own family, just so long as he stands to benefit. He manipulated millions of dollars from thousands of others, caused jobs losses, businesses closures, and forced individuals and their families into poverty and misery. How could someone do such horrible things? In his delusions of grandeur, Mr. Paloma/Saquella bought a personal jet, second and third houses, multiple cars, trucks, motorcycles, multiple mistresses,(with a family at home) made patheticly distasteful and talentless movies and music cds, bought billboard ads in several major cities that which exhibited his face (and sometimes one of his many mistresses) as so he could advertise his so-called (self proclaimed) entertainment success, and those were just the basics. All the while, he knew he was harming others, yet that was not in the slightest bit, any concern of his. It is strongly advised that no person should ever consider conducting any sort of business with this man.

  • Sam

    So, is the lady dead or not, lets make up our minds now. If she is alive show proof or just let the fuckin’ lady rest in peace.

  • Paul

    Dear Poster #94 .

    I’d like to thank you, both for your comments and the time you wasted in providing us humble seekers of truth with such a Masterclass in verbal buffoonary. (yes I know it’s not a proper word)

    Your onslaught of litterary eloquence quenches the life force from all but the most insatiable followers of our late high priestess – namely one
    “Angela Devi” or “bungholio” – as you may know her

    For someone possessing the I.Q of the common dung beatle to have unearthed such a “turnip” of discovery is equally miraculous.

    As Irrelevant, confusing and senseless as your words may be, I note (with not a small amount of Irony) your comments actually make more sense than many past posters on this forum.

    Dear MR #94 – In closing, I’m led to believe that Americans don’t get Irony – If you are indeed (and I do suspect you are) a beloved member of the worlds most powerful tribe, my last paragraph will seem as pointless to you as your clap – trap was to me, Which when one thinks about it is equally Ironic!!!

    But of course, how would you know. Irony- infinitum! (latin)

    Ha – Ha !See how you like your time wasted by verbal gob-shite! – Facist!

    Now change your bed sheets and get to school, you are going to be late!

  • SCHOOLMATE

    YOU GUYS ARE STILL AT IT? I BROUGHT OUT THE TRUTH
    ABOUT SHANALI BECAUSE WE AREN’T THE GREATEST OF FRIENDS, WE JUST KIND OF TOLERATED EACH OTHER AT SCHOOL. PAUL, IN ENGLAND- YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN DECENT AND RESPECTFUL TO EVERYONE WHO CONTRIBUTES
    HERE, I THINK IT’S FUNNY THAT NOW YOU ARE PUTTING PEOPLE DOWN! ANYWAY, SHANALI AND I WHERE
    FROM DIFFERENT SIDE OF THE TRACKS, SHE CHOSE THE SLUTTY, BELIGERENT, PUBLIC FARTING SIDE AND I CHOSE TO GO TO SCHOOL AND MAKE THE MOST OUT OF COLLEGE AND LIFE. FROM LOOKING AT THE CAR HER AND HER HUSBAND DRIVE, I DON’T THINK EITHER ONE OF THEM CONTINUED THEIR EDUCATION, BUT, I’M SURE THE TRAILER PARK THEY LIVE IN IS QUITE NICE!
    IT’S QUITE AMUSING LISTENING TO A LOSER LIKE ANGELA DESCRIBING THE PROS OF LIVING IN A TRAILER PARK!!!! I’M NOT THE ONLY SCHOOLMATE WHO WAS REPULSED BY HER, OR SEE HER , I’M JUST THE ONE WHO POSTS ON THIS WEBSITE.

  • Paul – England

    To School mate

    Again , Thanks for your reply . Could you tell us a more that maybe useful?

  • Paul – England

    School mate,

    Could you provide us with a little more than just your (and it has to be said) moralistic totalitarian opinion on what does and does not consitute acceptable ways in which a person lives?
    To date, other that some fairly revelationary statements insisting AD is alive and driving awful car – you have failed to provide us with supporting evidence, just your own fairly right wing opinion.

    I agree my comments have been saracastic to say the least and if I’ve offended – good.

    My reasons – The same old merry go round sensationalist statements and still no way of establishing fact from damp duvet by third party verification.i.e ofiicial records, Marriage , death, lisense plate ~ present residence,etc

    ergo IF she got married = What’s her new name so we can check.

    IF – She moved house – To where? state? city? planet? solar system? Orbitting space station? anything …please

    She apprently drives a beaten up car = What’s the make and plates. Did you happen to notice? seems fairly straightforward to me

    I can only presume that knowing “you were onto her” she let rip with an ass blast so strong that that it was later recognised as the world’s first Anally propelled “finger of God “.

    She of course made her get away with trailer trash husband in tow shortly after you passed out Which could go some way to explaning your lack of evidence. Please carry on the story I’m gagging to hear this one!

    In closing
    These requests for EVIDENCE are basic minimum requirements of anyone wishing to press even the most basic claim.!!!They are not unreasonable requests. Surely anyone with a story to tell should be expected to provide evidence.

    what do we get—-here goes (I’m quoting directly from the page)

    1 She is NOT DEAD fools. SHE IS ALIVE
    AND I GOT EVIDENCE!!! – Care to share this evidence? –
    Apprently not. we are however fools.

    2 Well are there any pics? or actual visual evidence?? They fake reports all the time just cuz there’s a file doesn’t mean anything

    Another gem from that fountain of gobshite
    Mr A Nonymous – no more comment needed me thinks.

    I could go on but lack the will. Basically Gents all we have managed to accomplish over the last two years is cloud an already muddy pool.

    Am I on my own here? how do others think?

    In the immortal words of that unfunny bald git from AP – “throw me frickin bone”!

    I am going to retire from this forum, but I have a dream that one day, someone, somewhere, some how will get some kind of proof/evidence however tenuous.

    Until then, one can only believe our beloved Angela Devi has indeed “popped her cloggs” and moved on to the next life as a snail (please don’t ask for evidence or I’ll swing for someone!).

    Now if you’ll excuse me, my self-propelled aviating pig has arrived. must dash, toodleooo!

    quack!whoosh!

  • Anonymous

    Angela did indeed commit suicide. I was a personal friend of hers. Please respect the fact and stop posting all sorts of nonsense. Her best friend and boyfriend informed police that she may have done something and police went to the home to meet them. They broke in and discovered her. This was NOT her first attempt. Her friend is a friend of mine as well and saw her body.

  • Paul – England

    Answer that one then School friend – The way I’m looking at it – somebody’s lying or one of you sees dead people – whats it to be

  • surfer69

    HEY PEOPLE! SHE IS ALIVE!!!!
    I SAW HER ON THE BEACH WITH SOME OF HER FRIENDS
    I GUESS. I TALKED TO HER, AND SHE WAS VERY FRIENDLY. YOU GUYS NEED TO COME TO FLORIDA,
    YOU CAN SEE HER FOR YOURSELFS IF YOUR LUCKY!
    THIS IS IN SEPTEMBER!!! 2007!!!

  • Paul – England

    Here we go again…..When you go down to the beech and spot her – Heres a top tip, locate a camera (borrow, buy one) your choice) and take her frickin picture!!!

    Did you not think – “OMG – This could bring an End to the live or dead argument that has raged too and fro over cyberspace for over two years , I have the power to end it and enlighten everyone.. at last irrefutable proof that she is not dead.”!!

    No you dont, you just TYPE IN BIG LETTERS AND DECLARE SHE ON THE BEECH, TAKING A SWIM, RELAXING IN THAT VERY SMALL PLACE CALLED FLORIDA.

    Where in Florida? give me a clue, say within a hundred miles, name, place ….. You begin to see my problem with your story.

    Surfer 69, I am sending over a monkey to take charge. you will give monkey a full desription of where you saw her, when, etc and never question what the monkey does. You can then go.

    The monkey will take care of the rest. Your work is done

  • Angelafan

    Let us all be happy in the thought that she is alive. Florida or anywhere, if she chose to hide, let us respect her privacy. Fans, try to believe that she is alive and happy which is what you wish to hear. I wish her all the very best in life.

  • http://AZ JINGLEBELLS

    I’M JUST HAPPY SHE’S ALIVE!! IT SEEMS FOR SOMEONE WHO COMMITTED SUICIDE, THEY’RE SPOTTED QUITE FREQUENTLY! ANOTHER THING, FOR THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE SPOTTED HER, IF YOU RETURN TO THE AREA YOU SPOTTED HER, PLEASE TAKE A CAMERA. YOU NEVER KNOW! I KNOW IT’S A LOT HARDER TO GO GRAB A CAMERA AT THE BEACH THAN WHAT PAUL SEEMS TO THINK. BUT IF YOU’RE GOING TO THE SAME SPOT YOU SAW HER, SHE MAY LIVE CLOSE BY. MAYBE YOU CAN CATCH HER AT THE GROCERY STORE, OR FAST FOOD PLACE.

  • TRUE-KNOWLEDGE -FLORIDA

    ANGELA, SWEET,SWEET ANGELA,
    IS LIVING IN PEMBROKE PINES-MIAMI AREA OF FLORIDA!!!
    SHE LOOKS GREAT, DOSEN’T CARE ABOUT HER PAST PROFESSION, AND IS DOING QUITE WELL. SHE’S VERY HAPPY, DOING HER OWN THING, AND DOSEN’T DENY HER ALTER EGO. SHE SAYS SHE ONLY BEEN ASKED ABOUT
    WHAT’S GOING ON A COUPLE OF TIMES. 99.9% OF THE POPULATION DOSEN’T KNOW WHO SHE IS. THE SUICIDE WASN’T HER IDEAL, BUT SHE IS RARELY ON THE INTERNET, AND NEVER TYPES IN HER ALTER-EGO BECAUSE
    SHE DOSEN’T CARE ABOUT THAT PART OF HER PAST. SHE WAS SCREWED OVER BUSINESS WISE. SHE IS VERY HAPPILY MARRIED, AND LIVING A NORMAL LIFE……
    NO, YOU IDIOTS I’M NOT POSTING A PICTURE…… I DOUBT I’LL VISIT THIS SITE AGAIN. I WAS TOLD BY A FELLOW LOSER LIKE ALL OF YOU PORNOGRAGHERS OUT THERE READING ALL THIS, ABOUT THIS DISCUSSION. LIKE ANGELA SAYS…
    IF YOU WEREN’T INTO PORN…..YOU DIDN’T KNOW WHO SHE WAS
    AND SHE DOSEN’T WANT TO DEAL WITH ANYONE INTO PORN AGAIN!!!!!!
    I TOO, AM LIKE ALL OF YOU, I KNEW ALL THE MODELS ON THE INTERNET. BUT NOW I’M HAPPILY MARRIED AND GOT A LIFE HERE IN FLORIDA. I GREW UP. WHICH IS SOMETHING YOU ALL NEED TO DO.. HOW DO I KNOW ALL THIS YOU MUST BE ASKING? I LIVE HERE IN THE PEMBROKE – MIAMI AREA!!!!! I DO HAVE PICTURES OF HER WITH ME IN THEM. YOU WOULDN’T LIKE THEM ANYWAY —– SHE LOOKS LIKE A BEAUTIFUL HOUSEWIFE
    AND NEIGHBOR—- SHE LOOKS NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!

  • Paul – England

    To True Knowledge

    Now that Last comment is the best on this site (apart from of course the judgemental tone).

    Its fair to say that all of us writing on this particular page actually did give a shit, we are not losers and make no money out of porn. We are fans who paid angela’s and no doubt your wages. This was your choice of profession so so kindly refrain from labelling us pornogrophers.

    We are consumers of a product, widely available marketted in a highly competetive market. We chose to support anglea and have continued to do so even after her supposed death.

    By the very nature of the Industry, I don’t for a moment Angela gave a rat’s ass about us or many other people, but we did about her so much so we have devoted hours of discussion, thought and of course our money, a large proportion of which went to Angela benefitted from.

    With regard to your comment “IF YOU WEREN’T INTO PORN…..YOU DIDN’T KNOW WHO SHE WAS”

    So what?, If you arn’t into suicide you don’t know how to tie a noose – Ironic.

    We on the site merely wished to put an end to the speculation one way or another, we have voluteered opinions, theory’s,facts etc as have you.

    Now piss off

  • Paul – England

    I did not proof read my last post so I apologise for the errors.

    I would just like to say the following.

    To surfer 69 – I offer my sincere apology for my saracastic message. It is only after I re read my own posts that I realised how out of order I was and am shamed by my harsh tone and bitter comments, especially since I personally have contributed nothing in terms specific/new information, I’ve only commented on that submitted by others like yourself.Again sorry & I thank you for sharing this new info with us.

    Paul

  • Paul – England

    To True Knowledge

    Just to add to my earlier post.

    All here on this page wanted nothing more than the truth. we have never posted pictures of her nor made any lewd or degrading comments about her.

    For myself (and I believe I’m not alone) Angela was the only model I have pictures of. I’m not “into porn” as I find it distasteful in general.

    Angela differed from all the others in that to me, apart from her looks/body etc, she seemed to have a genuinely warm personality, she projected herself in a non-slutty and tasteful way. If anything I became bored with the typical nude shots and would have preferred to see her looking natural and keeping her clothes on (well thats not entirely true) but I hope you get my point)

    She was one of the few that was adored by many. To qualify this – On hearing of her alleged death, I & every fan was gobsmacked. I know of a great guy in Chicago who was devastated by the news.

    In light of recent revelations, I doubt any here will be jetting off to Florida to find her and after meeting her, we don’t think our devotion will be rewarded with sex. Like others, I’m glad she’s alive, happy and married and Ironically – out of porn. She was far too classy for that.

    If as you say, the porn industry screwed her over – Well every cloud has a silver lining & If the upshot is she’s married, happy, in love etc. Good luck to her and thanks for the memories, I say

    You can tell her that when you next see her – from all of us.

  • FromThatChicagoGuy

    First, to my very good friend Paul: I thank you for the consideration offered my way. Also,I think everyone who ever will post or read anything on this site should commend Paul. He has been vigillant on this whole ordeal concerning Angela and in my opinion has been earnest and non-pretentious. If at any time he has been overly dramatic in his assesments and opinions, it’s only because he cares deeply for one Angela Devi. In my opinion, he has been valiantly noble.

    To this very night, (literally), it was 4 years ago that I first became aware of one Angela Devi. To the poster(s) above, who seem to insinutate that anyone who was or is still talking of her is some kind of freak, I ask that you be not so sure of what you hath spoken. The fact of the matter is, that for a representable few of her fans, we are not pathetic, porn monsters of any sense. If anyone knows anything about what a Minimum Spanning Tree is, that person realizes we are all at most 8 persons removed from each other, or so as the argument goes. To suggest as you have, that one only could have discovered Ms. Dhingra because of a porn addiction is just wrong. I certainly 4 years ago didn’t set out that night looking for a Porn Star. I came across her because one site, lead to a second and then to a third, maybe a fourth … and after a click on her very cute picture.. for me, the rest was history. I understand your point, but please understand the point I’m making for more than just a few other guys out there.

    Looking back on my affection for Angela makes me understand how the London crowd must have felt when Jimi Hendrix arrived in London 40 years ago this current year. For before I clicked on Angela’s picture four years ago tonight, I couldn’t have imagined anyone quite like her. I considered Porn Stars that were on the Internet as something less than desirable, much less think about.

    But I think it a strong testament to Angela herself that I did seek her Internet presence. How could I not? It’s a very personal thing to say here, but I was overwhelmed by her. Within 2 weeks of my noticing here, I was completely numb about her; I couldn’t think straight. I was falling in love. Yes, I know exactly what I just wrote … I’m not delusional. Furthermore, I conjecture that there were and are a few people out there who are not comfortable with what I just wrote. To them I ask why it is that they would seem so threatened by my warmest regards and affections? Truth be told, if I ever had the chance to have met Angela I would have hid my head in the sand, and if I had dared to summmon the courage to speak to her I would have been so bashful. I would have melted.

    I had a long running concern over Angela’s well-being. Porn seems to be a likely candidate to have a darker side; so from a far distance I was always hoping that she was doing fine. As Paul mentioned, I was devastated when I like all others heard of Angela’s alleged passing. In fact, I remember one particular night, mid-April 2006, when one poster on another site made a comment that seemed to solidify that Angela had really passed away. I walked over to a closet area, held a pillow to my mouth and just screamed in horror, tears and all. Sure enough, I was overwhelmed in the couple of months following her passing. I knew then, that this was for this man’s life a true tragedy and would forever more hurt. It was not surely the way life is supposed to be. Angela’s lifetime as an Internet Model was finite for sure, but we had all expected the ending to be celebrated with news of her obtaining her Accounting degree, soon to be married etc, etc … you all know what I mean.

    Tonight as I was out with friends, I thought about Angela a few moments, much as I do everyday of my life. I thought about how special she was … so cute, evervescent, intelligent, warm, affectionate. I also thought about the pain that I always feel when I think of her. On how it hurts to know that she is no longer with everyone, whether it be in her closest circle of friends and confidants or in the way she participated with those of us on the Internet. On how when any given day starts, it is not complete without her being part of it. On the pain she must have felt all the way up to the point of her decision to leave it all.

    As these thoughts raced through my mind, I thought of the friends I was out with tonight and others. As I did a month or two after Angela’s passing, I renewed a pledge to be the best friend I can to those who are close to me. Before, I didn’t take anything for granted, but without doubt going forward I will always pay special attention to my friends and their concerns. In this man’s lifetime, I feel like I lost someone very special in Angela. Most assuredly, I don’t want to loose another person who is very important to me. Once is one to many ….

    If, as the posters say above, Angela is alive then I like Paul, wish her the very best obviously. Somehow, my gut instinct tells me this is not the case. However, if it is, then at least she should know that many of her fans out there truly care about her, and to use a worn out phrase, think she is the greatest thing since sliced bread.

    I now will lay this man’ head down to sleep. About this time to the hr. 4 years ago, I remember doing much the same thing; in fact, I remember thinking to myself that I had realized that I had jut come across someone very special.

    Now 4 years later almost to within a few minutes, I realize something that I supposed back then but now I can most assuredly say with no equivocation for the rest of this man’s life:

    I love you Angela!! And God how I (we) miss you!! God bless you Angela … how we miss your smile!!

  • Damare

    Beautifully said, Chicago guy. Dont think I could of put it any better. Her videos are amazing to me. I dont even find them very sexual either. Its her personality, her charm. I too have deep feelings for this woman whom Ive never met, yet feel like I know. She is magic. I hate not knowing if this person is still with us or not. If she is, Im a little angry that she could do this to her fans. And if she’s not, my only wish would be to turn back time, fly to Arizona, and do all I can to save her.

  • Paul – England

    Hi There Chicago guy

    I echo the sentiments of Monsieur Damare – Well said indeed. I’m Glad you still speak from your soul –

    e-mail soon.

  • ChicagoGuy

    Thanks for the responses gentlemen … it’s just that I felt it was the perfect moment for me to post as I did. It was about 4 years ago that I became aware of Ms. Angela and with what other opinions were said above, I just wanted to put it out there that for a lot of us it was very natural to discover and gravitate to her.

    My gosh, like Damare said …she was magic … a pure magnet of appeal, charm, wit and warmth. It was those things that really made her so incredibly beautiful.

    I’m sure there are other Angela fans reading this column. Time for everyone to speak up. I’d like to think that Angela’s friends could, but they can’t … and for very understandable reasons.

    So … it’s up to us … her fans, to speak about her, for her … so she will never be forgotten! So that her name will always spoken in the highest honor!!

    Cheers,
    ChicagoGuy

  • ChicagoGuy

    You know True Knowledge, I re-read your post once more, and for all that I wrote up above, I would be remiss if I didn’t make a post taking issue with your ending comment. I wish I had made this comment earlier as I don’t want to get in the habit of posting too often.

    I DO HAVE PICTURES OF HER WITH ME IN THEM. YOU WOULDN’T LIKE THEM ANYWAY —– SHE LOOKS LIKE A BEAUTIFUL HOUSEWIFE
    AND NEIGHBOR—- SHE LOOKS NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!

    Let me be very clear: I don’t want a personal battle with you, nor am I saying that you are not on personal terms with Angela. In fact, so much the better for Angela, as that means she’s alive and well and surrounded by friends and family who will serve as the foundation that I always had hoped to her have. Before I state what is to follow, let me be emphatic. That is the only real thing that matters.

    But I gotta’ say something here … when you made such comment as listed above, I kind of take it as an affront to myself, a few others, and lots of other guys who aren’t tuned into this site anymore, who aren’t present with which to defend the truthfulness of their personal affections for one Ms. Dhingra. What you’re implying is that the guys on this site and their interest in Angela was “only” as a sex object. That we wouldn’t be interested in Angela now, because now and going forward she is no longer a porn model and is a wife and someday soon I suppose, a mommy.

    Wow, amigo .. that’s a big assumption to make about all others than yourself, don’t you think?? No doubt, for at least a minority of her fan base that was probably true. However, for the copious number of fans I outlined in the previous paragraph, I don’t think it was all “just” about being “turned on” by her sexual internet persona.

    I think it’s safe to say, that you don’t get the output of emotion, pain and tears for one Angela by so many fans on this site and others if all of her fans could be wholly categoerized as you seem to want to do.

    Personally, I would love to have known Angela as a friend, a housewive, her family … all because she seemed like such a wonderful girl. In fact, I say honestly and with full conviction, that I would have enjoyed a photo-set with Angela fully clothed more than the so-called “naughty” shots she did (as Angela called them). Maybe you don’t believe me?? Well, I know the TRUTH on that one buddy.

    Lastly, I’m not ashamed nor reticent to state that I really believe Angela is the best real-life friend that I and others never had. Furthermore, it looks like Angela is now your personal friend. Be that friend to her, so that she never will feel such depsair to the point of leaving it all.

    However, please, please, don’t come back and bad-mouth irresponsibly to the rest of us. Instead, be glad for the position and awesome responsibility that you have … now that you know her. For us, to her, please do that.

    Our dear Angela deserves nothing less.

    Cheers to everyone!!
    ChicagoGuy

  • TRUE-KNOWLEDGE

    SHE’S PREGNANT WITH A LITTLE GIRL!!!!!

    SHE LOOKS GREAT, JUST A SWEETHEART!!

    THE HAPPY COUPLE JUST BOUGHT A HOME AND ARE DOING WELL!!! I CAN’T BELEIVE I REMEMBERED THIS WEB SITE.
    AND TO CLARIFY ONE THING, I NEVER SAID THAT IF YOUR WEREN’T INTO PORN YOU DIDN’T KNOW HER, SHE DID!!!

  • ChicagoGuy

    You can’t believe you remembered this Web Site??

    Hahahaha … like, what a coiincidence that you remembered this blog, oh … just say 4 days before her alleged suicide of 2 years ago. Yeah, right!!

    True Knowledge, it’s because I KNEW that your chances of posting in a time period such as this was so dramtically heightened, that I’ve been checking this site semi-regularly in the recent little bit. If what you’re saying about Angela is true, wow, that’s great news of course. But please stop with the repeated banter you always write about how we’re just aimless idiots and that it’s our luck that you just happened to remember this Web Site. Like as if we need your pity because we’re so pathetic. If anything, you’re just demeaning some of her real fans.

    Since your last post on Oct. 30th, you’ve had about going on 150 days to make another post, funny how you make the post now, just a few days before March 31st.

    Next topic of point. Hey, True K., noone implied or stated that you said “IF YOU WEREN’T INTO etc, etc …”. We all understood that you were saying Angela said that. My friend Paul didn’t mis-take what you wrote, nor did I, nor did anyone else.

    But what YOU wrote, was that people on this blog have a porn problem, ARE porn monsters etc… like as if that was YOUR OPINION. Then you bring back “that’s what Angela said”, so as to make it like we’re actually in disagreement with her. Nice job at trying to portray us as taking an issue with Angela.

    But guess what?? I and a few others are not into Porn and after Angela supposedly left this life, we never had nor will embody the tenor of someone that’s into porn per se … that’s your call to believe me and others of course, but it’s just the same as our call, as to whether to believe what you say about Angela.

    The issue is not whether it’s something very lovely what you say has happened in Angela’s life, FOR US it’s rather whether you are telling us the truth when you say she’s alive.

    Need I remind you and everyone of the pain of the last 2 years?? It was horrible!!

    Seriously though, thanks for the post!!

    It’s all in good candor, that’s all …

    Sincerely,
    ChicagoGuy

  • watcher

    Wow. y’all need to get lives.

  • Damare

    March 31, 2006. It has now been 2 years since we were last graced with the heavenly presence of our beloved Angela. Today will be a very sad day. In memory of her, I will watch with heavy heart some of her videos. I will gaze just a little longer at the picture that hangs upon my otherwise almost barren wall. I will wonder not what might or might not have occured on that fateful day. It hurts just a little too much to think, not only did she leave us, but being told it never even happened. And I know at the end of this day, I will have the same feeling Ive had at the end of every day for the last 2 years…

    I miss her.
    I miss her deeply.

  • ChicagoGuy

    Damare,

    Several months ago, you cited a written submission of mine by saying, that given what I wrote, you couldn’t have written it any better.

    Today, on this very sad day, I want to reciprocate. What you just said, is to the point, beautiful, and just pounding with emotion. Thus, I want to tell you, that I couldn’t have written any better what you just wrote.

    To us Angela was just that special. There were some other things I was thinking of saying about Angela today, but you just went right to the heart of it all.

    I’ll save those things for a later day, because on this sad day, you just about wrote anything and everything that a fan of hers would want to say.

    Angela, surely is smiling upon you right now my friend.

    God bless Angela, her family, the friends she was close to, and God bless you too Damare my friend.

  • TK

    ANGELA’S DOING GOOD. SHE IS GETTING READY TO TAKE HER REAL ESTATE LISCENSE, SHE ONLY HAS A SHORT TIME BEFORE SHE HAS HER BABY. SHE’S BIG BUT VERY HAPPY. WE’VE READ YOUR RESPONSES, SHE GET’S A CHUCKLE OUT OF THEM. THERE’S A DIFFERENT SITE WE LOOK AT MORE BECAUSE THERE’S ALOT MORE ACTIVITY, AND SHE GETS A KICK OUT OF ALL THE POSTINGS. SHE DOES HAVE A SWEET LAUGH

  • Damare

    Prove It!

  • ChicagoGuy

    Damare, there won’t be any proof.

    I feel bad, that you and others I know of, are subjugated to this banter intentionally spoken of for no other purposes than but to mock genuine people who cared deeply for Angela.

    What’s happening here is no different than someone trying to rub sandpaper on old wounds.

    What a classless thing for someone to say!! Hideous!!

    Noone owns the truth, nor should ever be so vile as to play with it in such a manner as to attempt to confuse, mock and obfuscate.

    Yet, in despite of all that, just remember who Angela was. Her beauty is timeless because she always lives in our hearts.

    Damare, for me buddy .. keep that picture on your wall of Angela. In those moments when you gaze into her glorious eyes and wonderful smile, all else will fade. In these moments, you will be as close to her as you could ever be … far away from the voices of dishonesty.

    It is in these moments, that you will find the greatest truth of all: Your love for Angela. In the end, that’s all that really matters.

    Cheers,
    ChicagoGuy

  • Damare

    Thank You ChicagoGuy. Your words always make me feel better.

  • Paul – England

    Guy’s,

    At the end of the day, it is irrelevent if the person we knew as Angela Devi is alive, dead, a recent mother or anything else for that matter.

    Angela Devi never existed. She was a construct, an actor who gave her fans what they wanted. She created this persona for herself in order to make money by posing naked on the internet and selling the photo’s to her fans.

    We never knew anything about her nor who she was. Even now, over two years since her alleged death, the internet is still rife with speculation, none of which is backed with any kind of solid proof.

    I say this with the deepest respect for Damane and Chicago Guy. I understand your sentiments but I do think you have elevated her to a status she probably never wanted, let alone deserved.

    In the cold light of day, she was a soft porn model who for God alone knows why, left the industry and does not wish to stay in touch by any means with any of her fans.

    Whoever she was, she’s now moved on and I think we should too.

    These are the only facts we have.

    Paul – England

  • saiberunato

    No matter who Angela really was behind the public persona she created for herself, she was ultimately a flesh and blood human being. It’s only human to be empathetic, and feel the pain of losing someone you’ve developed a strong emotional bond to, even if that person never personally knew you.

  • Paul – England

    Even if the person never existed nor ever will?

  • saiberunato

    30+ year old Angela Shunali Dhingra existed at the very least, if not her internet persona, 26+ year old Angela Devi. I mourn the real human being that was behind the public facade.

  • ChicagoGuy

    Before I say anything more about Angela, let me say that I have the utmost admiration to all of you guys. It’s only on this site that I have come across both a sense of freedom to disucss as well as a sense of goodwill directed to everyone amongst ourselves.

    For me, I hazzard a guess that there never was that much of a distinction between the real-life Angela and Angela Devi. After seeing all those photos and videos, I really find it hard to believe that her “in front of a camera” life was so drastically different than who she was that she could be legitimately be classified as a fraud, or some sort of money chaser.

    Ok, so money, right? Sure, she needed the money. Well, guess what? Who doesn’t? With the money issue put aside, I beleive she enjoyed modeling and talking to us in the manner she did. I conjecture, that she organzied her thoughts and emotions around each video/photo shoot and then put forth her very best effort to project who she really was into every smile, bending position, laugh, and endless rambling statements (that I myself loved so much!!). Yes, there were titles, characters, backdrops that she used … well so what?? Did that diminish her, or make her less real?? Why would we hold that against her? She was trying to make it entertaining because that’s what she thought we wanted. Isn’t that we all wanted? There were lots of guys out there who bought her stuff, right?

    Really guys, yes, there was the name “Angela Devi”, but let’s not get so wrapped up in this so called distinction between names, characters.
    Every time Angela was in front of a camera or her “infamous” tripod, that was Anglea Dhingra talking to us/looking at us. Angela Devi may have been the character being played, but ultimately it was Angela Dhingra who made that character come to life. Her life, in flesh, in front of our own very dreamy eyes.

    One last note … and you bet I don’t mind telling, reminding us all about this. Just tonight, I did take a look at one of my favorite pcitures of her. No, it wasn’t a naughty photo as she used to say … it was just a close up of Angela’s face with the greatest smile you can imagine. I looked at it very closely, and I asked myself, so was this person, that I have such a strong emotional bond to, real or not? Was she a facade, mirage, fake?

    Well, you know what my answer was. That smile of hers … no way, that was fake. It was as sweet and sincere as a smile that I’ll see from ANYONE IN MY WHOLE LIFETIME!!

    And to that I thank Angela. Without her, I wouldn’t have ever know what was probably one of the best, warmest smiles that anyone eveer had who graced this planet.

    Peace and cheers, and as Angela would always say … “you guys are the greatest”.

    I mean that as well too!!
    ChicaogGuy

  • Damare

    This is my fav pic of her, and the one that hangs on my wall. Maybe its the same one as yours ChicagoGuy…

  • ChicagoGuy

    Damare,

    I remember that picture. It’s one to keep isn’t it? So simple, but yet so sweet. I liked her so-called naughty pictures, just like any other guy, but my real favorites were the simple pictures. Close-ups, with her wonderful smile in center view. To me, that’s when Angela’s true beauty showed; the smile always said it all and I think it showed unequivocally that she was genuine. It im this sense, that she was so differentiated from all the other hot internet models. That smile never failed, or lied to anyone. It was pure Angela.

    You picked a great picture to hang on the wall!!

    When I was referring last week to her smile, it was from a different photo set. It was from her “Front Door Flashing” photo-set. In the pciture she has her see-through dress on, and she is kneeled down, sitting on the floor.

    She has her head cocked ever so slightly, and she is just emitting this warm, sweet smile. No pearly whites showing, nothing overly dramatic … just her lips formed in her ever so sweet smile. The picture was probably glossed over by many guys, but for me .. well … it was Angelic. It’s beauty was so subtly gentle, truthful and endearing.

    It’s the way I like to remember her.

    Damare, please post anytime here on blogcritics that you want to about Angela. I’ll talk about Angela any day of the week. She’ll live with us in our hearts, for the rest of our lives.

    You and I will never be able to totally forget her. It’s just the way that it is. Don’t fight it … it’s a wonderful thing!! Love it!! It was Angela!!

    Peace out to everyone …

    Sincerely,
    ChicagoGuy

  • Damare

    Ah…Magic!

    Very nice choice ChicagoGuy. How could anyone not want to fall in love with such an angelic presence?

    Just imagine coming home every day to that beautiful smile…

  • ChicagoGuy

    Ah Damare, you are just too good .. yup, that’s the picture. Your favorite picture is pretty tough to beat though … geez, can one really pick a favorite picture of Angela?? Pretty tough to do …

    Hey, today is a special day!! So special was the time that I became aware of Angela, I actually remember that day! 5 Years ago, almost to this hour!! Within a week, I was entranced by Angela. I do not exagerate! I fell in love with her so quick, honest to God. I swear it was true.

    To those who read this, some will direct derision, suspicion, scorn .. to them, what can I say? Sorry? If it makes them feel better, then I do.

    Honestly, I don’t feel any shame or self-doubt. How does one decide who is the girl in your lifetime that is the “Apple of your Eye”?? Is that something you can decide? Angela just was and still is … it just happened when I clicked on that very first pic of hers. What else can I say? BTW, It was her cute Sherriff Joe Picture about that terrible, hot prison camp. So cute …

    Angela was a beautiful person and falling in love with the girl was a very personal thing that was beautiful to me in all its charms,emotions and becomings … I’m 5 years older, but I think I’m a more complete person for having trusted in myself to express, and to endeavor … Angela was worth my every emotion, even when it hurt “really bad” at the time of her passsing. Life at its fullest .. Issac Asimov had things to say about these sort of matters.

    Certainly, Angela’s passing is a pain that never quite goes away. We miss her in a big way. From 5 years ago, to her passing, all the way to this momemnt, so many emotions, so many songs in my head. Some very exhilarating, some very painful …

    And to the kiss I had always wanted to give her so many years later when she was so much older; to thank her for being who she was. From day 1, I had hoped for that, 5 years ago today.

    To the things I know so well … and to those that will never be.

    Dreams, and to the stuff that makes dreams, and to that which makes us …

    I typed all this and I won’t go back and edit it, check it. Such that is …

    Ok, God bless to everyone, anyone!!

    We miss you Angela!!

    Peace to all and with a little tear,
    ChicagoGuy

    PS post back again when you get the chance Damare. Your word is like Gold to me.

  • Raju

    Hi Anjela fans
    She has made her point in life, not by her lovely body, but by keeping us guessing as to her very existence. I do not believe the stories just b’cos angels do not die. I respect her right to live off the screen. If we have sleepless nights then it’s our problem, not hers.
    Dear Anjela, just a word that you are around and happy is all that we want.

    Love

  • saiberunato

    Another year has come and gone. A new one begins. Each new year brings fresh hope and joy, but never quite erases the pain or tragedy of the past. Angie, wherever you are, I hope you’re smiling at it all.

  • Aldon

    Hello All, and happy new year

    It has been nearly two years since I have weighed in on this subject, but in that time my questions have not been answered – neither for nor against concluding that Angela is deceased.

    I will reproduce my last post here:

    Quote Anonymous:”Again, the belief is that foul play is involved. Her family is still perplexed by her partial suicide note, as it made no sense to them. Perhaps she was forced to write it, and refereced “last Monday” as some date of significance, which really had no significance at all. Could it be that she was leaving a clue while drafting a suicide note that she was forced to create? She was a very confused and screwed up woman, but she was very smart. ”

    Quote school mate:”IN THE LAST YEAR I HAVE SEEN HER AT HER PARENTS HOUSE WITH HER HUSBAND APROX. 3-4 TIMES.”

    The human mind loves a puzzle, and you’ll forgive me if I’m having trouble figuring out what’s going on here.

    A) has anyone called to verify the Arizona report?

    B) has anyone got photo proof she lives?

    I thought she was really cute, and it’s a shame she’s gone. I hope (for her and her familys sake) that only the identity ‘Angela Devi’ died on that day.

    P.S. the only reason i’m interested in this topic is the inconsistencies…. had the lady declared herself out of the business I doubt I’d pay it a second look, but this suicide with doubts is odd.

    My questions remain the same, my postscript remains true – I am interested in the apparent inconsistencies, both in the for and against believing she is gone cases.

  • saiberunato

    Foxes.com has started posting Angela’s sets to download again. It seems a little odd, maybe even a little morbid, but I guess whatever it takes to earn money in these hard times… Being deceased never stopped other celebrities from being able to generate profits from their past works and images so maybe I shouldn’t be surprised. I hope her family will get the proceeds from any new earnings generated by foxes.com’s re-release of her material.

  • saiberunato

    Hmmm…on second thought, what better way for that particular website to honor her memory than to re-release her old clubs? So I guess what foxes.com did makes sense. Foxes.com openly acknowledges Angela Devi as deceased, but also states that she was one of their absolute top models of all time.

  • shaan

    i knew only one porno actress , and she was angela devi, but she is no more now, really it was a shocking news for me.
    “ANGELA” i miss you so much, where ever you are.

  • saiberunato

    I know how you feel.

  • ChicagoGuy

    It’s almost 50 years ago that someone and a few significant others passed away before their time …

    For that someone, he once wrote a verse that went like this, if I got it allright:

    Well allright, so I’ve been foolish
    Well allright, so let people know
    Bout the dreams and wishes you wish for
    In the night when lights are low ..

    I often think of this for all of my friends here who have expressed their grief at Angela’s passing. For the finality of her passing, for the pain that you’ve felt, for how your head has been spun this and that way wanting to know the truth, and for your thoughts of her when the night has turned quiet and the lights are low ..

    It’s all allright …

    Peace,
    ChicagoGuy

  • 6

    Wow I actually read all of that, I came onto this blog just digging around, I’ve always bee intrigued by the whole thing and everything that surrounds the case, I began as a fan of the imagery she portrayed and eventually gained a kind of respect and admiration beyond physical looks.

    Anyway, I’m a graphic artist by trade, I specialize in the music industry, but around 04, I did a graphic using her images, I’d post it here but I wiped my hard drive and forgot to port it over, with all I learned art wise since then I think I’d like another shot at remaking that particular graphic.

    The original was tasteful, nothing really pornographic outside of a couple of nude images by the side, but the main focal point was mirroring images of a close up shot of her face, I used two different pictures, maybe you can help me identify them and if you got them shoot them to me so I can do the graphic work again, the pic was a close up of her face as she was laying on her back, sort of a top down view I guess, there were two different versions of this I guess the differences were subtle facial expressions.

    But yeah, if ya’ll would like the tribute graphic, I’d like to remake it, just hit me back with those pics and I’ll get to work, the whole thing is pretty sad thinking about it again as it is, I made the original as practice to sharpen my skills and I think I can go into this now as more of a tribute than practice.

  • 6

    Actually, let me elaborate more on why I’d like to redo the image, asides from the fact that I lost it and would like to remake it, I feel I at least owe her some sort of tribute because it was that graphic those years ago that was one of the foundations of what would become my base style, the color tones and the techniques I developed really helped to further my development as a graphic artist, I learned a lot of tricks when working on that graphic that I still use to this day and I’d like to revisit that graphic as a small thank you no matter how small or trivial the gesture may be…

  • ChicagoGuy

    If any of you knew me on a face to face basis, in the daily life sort of sense, you’d know how much I love music, love lyrics and the all … at heart, I’m an integrator.

    I want to share something with all of you.

    I remember distinctly the debate on wikipedia as to Angela’s fate just a few short weeks after her alleged passing. In particular, I remember one gentleman who was the first, maybe the first on the internet period??, who worded anything remotely pertianing to her ultimate fate and how it occured, namely that she hung herself in her house, etc… When I read his post, I was overcome with horror, and it was a poignant moment that I will never forget to say the least …

    Continuing on, within a few minutes of having read the post on Wikipedia, I by chance happened to listen to a song by Cream on one of my Pandora Stations, titled “Dance the Night Away”.

    If you ever have the chance, you should listen to it. It’s one of their lesser know songs, but to me, the lyrics, the searing guitar background, the dreamy, sad lyrics and Baker’s ever present bass drum make for this feeling best described as desperate and overhwelmed, to the point of leaving it all …

    Read the lyrics … A castle in the sky to me, symbolizes the house she moved in, and the hope that it represented…

    Loose these streets and crowds, has always seemed to be what I first thought they sounded liked … close these strings and cry … as in Angela closing the blinds to her house in her ultimate despair and giving way to her ultimate fate.

    Gonna turn myself to shadow sounds like a vow to leave it all in the most ultimate manner …

    To me, Clapton’s guitar is searing, poignant, and complete in its quest to paint pictures in the sky of the colours Angela so desperately needed to see outside her home.

    And then at the song’s end, Baker’s thorough crashing of his cymbal set, which if you listen to it, sounds so perfect as to sound, like as in something falling, falling in its path, then crashing to its finality. I think you know what this represents to me.

    There are other songs that hold weighty symbolism to me as well concerning Angela, but they shall wait for a later date. I just thought this date would be appropriate for a post such as this, being a sad time of the year.

    Thanks for listening, and Angela we love you very much!!

    Cheers,
    ChicagoGuy

  • saiberunato

    It’s nice to see that foxes.com just released a never-before-seen photo club of Angela. This photo club, “Ultimate Lust Goddess” apparently has never been released to the public until now.

  • http://oddlyenoughforum.com/index.php MIKE JENNINGS

    my angela devi RIP

  • Chicagoguy

    Tonight, marks the 4 year mark of Angela’s passing.

    About a month ago, I was down in the Phoenix area for various reasons. I couldn’t resist the temptation to see the house at which her tragic ending unfolded.

    It was a struggle to make it over … a real struggle, but I did … tired, late in the evening, very dark, but I did.

    I remember hearing on the radio “Couldn’t get it right” by the Climax Blues Band, which seemed to fit my mood at the time … by myself, nervous, driving in the dark to a a place that I was sure to be a house of horrors to me. But as soon as I doubted myself, I heard Turn, Turn, Turn by the Byrds and I was reassured that for no matter what you feel compelled to do in life, there is a reason.

    When I got there, I just stood there and thought to myself, wow … so this is where our little angela ended it all.

    For 4 years, it was all conversations with good friends, but also a lot of noise created by people who wanted to blur and distract others about Angela’s fate for sick amusement’s sake … but now there I was up-close on Christmas Cholla Drive, as I leaned up against the rental car.

    It was dark … not much light, stars in the sky as I looked up … not a sound in the neighberhood. As I looked at the house, it seemed to match the Police Report.

    So dark and quiet the neighberhood, a pin could drop and you’d hear it … and unfortunately for Angela, not a sound in the middle of that night 4 years ago with which to distract her from what she was about to do.

    No doubt, she was alone in every way you can imagine that night… I’m sure of that.

    Anyways, I remember looking at the house, but being scared someone might look out the window of their house and wonder “what the hell is that guy doing out there” combined with it being so damn quiet, I couldn’t really absorb the entirety of the moment in my mind.

    I kept telling myself, “take it all in, because you’ll never be back again.” I tried my best to take it in, but it was just too much to wrap my head around.

    I’m glad I went there … and also around Scottsdale too .. it gave up close to me, a real idea of what it was all like for her and how it all came so tragically to be.

    I didn’t cry much on the way back to my hotel, but on the flight home the next day .. yeah, I did a little as I looked out the window of the plane. It overwhelemed me.

    A lot of people miss her, I’m sure. I do!

    For those in the Internet Land, who think that all one could get out of her was just a hot image … well, for some maybe that was the case.

    But for a sizable percentage of her fans, we got more than that. How I miss the smile, the raspy voice, how she’d talk your ear off … that energy, that smile … how in her videos she was so funny when she made mistakes .. bench pressing asking us not to laugh at how much she could bench press and how she almost didn’t get the bar back up; how she couldn’t get the cucumber to stay up; how she knocked the remote control over and wrote to small on the easel when she was “teaching” (ooops!); how she couldn’t get the cherry juice bottle to open when she needed it open!

    She was very real to me … as authentic as could be. Noone can ever replace Angela in my lifetime.

    She had enormous talents; for those on the web who are haters, trollers, sick people out there, or are just superficial … they are so wrong when they assume that she was just another HOT Internet Model.

    There were 2 smiles you always got with Angela. One, the obvious one. The 2nd, in her eyes. The heart never lies … and through the eyes, one can see everything if they open up. And she opened those wonderful eyes so wide. For anyone and everyone. A very warm person …

    Ok. to all my friends here, cheers to you all!

    I’m about to lay my head down for rest now.

    And where-ever your spirit is right now Angela, I hope you are now finding the rest and peace that your aching, crying soul coulnd’t find 4 years ago, just about to the hour almost.

    Love u girl, always!
    Chicagoguy

  • saiberunato

    Happy 35th birthday, Angela.

  • Hawk

    Hi Guys,
    I’m from the UK, I’m a British Indian & a good looking smart fella who works out & ( like you all did), saw ‘Angela Devi’ & thought “WoW”. I just starred & didn’t say anymore…
    Bottom line guys, if I had access to someone like her, I would do the same i.e. make money. You got to understand that “it’s all about the money” & no matter what from using tricks/techniques/praying on those who don’t see the real side of this world to exploiting mans primitive thinking, she was a ‘pawn’ in porn…
    Trust me, I’m a driven, motivated, individual who can can advantage of many a situation & when it comes to business, it’s about how much more can you get paid… How can you make money & keep making more of it. There are no ethics, no empathy, no morals or principles in todays age & unfortunately, rich get richer, poorer get poorer.
    What I’m trying to say is that the ‘Adult Business’ thrives because it exploits ‘mans primitive thinking, behaviour & mind.
    Angela Devi or Ms Dhingra like I said was a ‘pawn’ in porn. She just a tool to generate mon£y. Bottom line. This whole world is about shafting people & she did it for whatever reasons, same as us who know ‘porn’ is the “dark side” but we still do it, same as Adam eating that apple.

    People on this forum, I agree that there will be no other like her as believe me, her being Indian I was like, damm I’m going to USA so yeah, she had that affect but when you sit down & think about it. She wanted out, she was a ‘cash cow’ I mean in ‘cha ching’ terms. So when you get shafted by your friend, neighbour, employer it’s no different. You smarten up & ‘once bitten, twice shy’… You feel the wrath & know it’s the clever ones that walk away.

    I understand being left with ambiguity i.e. 01st April – Hmmmm April Fool, but I don’t believe she was that cruel, which is why she left her memory of her like that, to continue on so if she is alive, atleast she’s the one smiling as a result ;).
    Let her be happy, let her be thankful that she perhaps ‘cut her losses’ but gained so much richness in life afterwards. Isn’t that what we all want?
    Anyway, I hope I didn’t offend anyone as I am a real admirer of her but like I said before she was a ‘pawn’ in porn.

    Peace, Love & Unity… One Love

  • munch

    she did porn of course she commited suicide she realized she wasted her life away. why dont you pervs go to the bar and find a real woman so they dont resort to porn because they cant figure out where all the freaking men are (in their bedrooms jacking it) and decide, fuck it, i might as well make money off these jackasses, I cant even get laid by them.

  • munch

    mourn her and let it go, go jack off to the next girl who knows maybe she’ll commit suicide too if you all order her dvd at the same time.

  • ChicagoGuy/theeontheoffwing

    Tonight is a sad night …

    In case any of you did not know, Mike Jennings, see his post up above … passed away, so I just wanted to inform you all.

    I just found out tonight.

    Mike was a thoughtful, caring, earnest person, who like me shared a love for one Angela Dhingra. He was working on a tribute page to her on oddlyenoughforum.com. He was a moderator on that site.

    As a note, I remember when Angela passed away, a few months later I noticed a message on lukeisback.com. It said that he knew Angela before she got in the porn business … and that “she was a very nice girl”. The post was authored by a Mike .. I’ve often wondered if it was him. It seemed to be a post that was akin to his warm, genuine personality.

    For me tonight, one yr ago … I stood in front of that house Angela comitted suicide. I’m sure it’s as dark and quiet as the night she left us all. Tonight is a poignant night for me.

    So folks, two good people have left us …

    Munch, what’s with the hate Brother? I think the vitriol you just spewed out is speaking more to where you’re at man, then anything else. Angela was a living flesh person .. you wanna hate on her? Hate on us, for affections to her? For those of who grew to like one Angela, if you think it was all about as u say .. “jacking off”, you’re off brother … way off. And for speaking for me, Mike, Angela’s friends, and a few others who posted on this page, WHO I PERSONALLY KNOW OF … u know something? … I kind of resent that. Your remarks are hideous, mucn more than anything you were trying to cast as.

    Nice job Munch…

    Peace and out

  • Laura

    Please stop speculating. Bibianna is my sister-in-law. She did indeed find her best friend dead. She was the first visitor when my daughter was born in 2005. We spent many holidays with her as her family was out of state. Please stop the disrespect and let her rest in peace.

  • ChicagoGuy/theeontheoffwing

    Laura, I hope that I didn’t come across as disrespectful. Please understand, that Mike’s passing kind of stunned me, as I had a growing friendship with a genuine person who happened to share with me a deep liking for you know who. Having just learnt that, combined with what Munch typed in above, just kind of set me off in a bad mood.

    Please understand also, that occasionally Angela’s most devout fans are gonna make a post now and then. In fact, it is on Blogcritics that I and a few others found a place with which to make sincere posts, albeit sometimes awkward and overly emotional.

    Maybe … some of us (me for sure) posted a bit too much, but you should know that this was not an error in character, but instead a grasping at air for some sort of balance and sense that many of us could not find in Angela’s sudden passing. A sudden, utter horror really, a deafining numbness for me …

    As I conclude, I’d like to say that I am sorry for what Bibianna went through. I mean that; it’s not just typed words.

    My worst fear before I post this, is that tomorrow when I wake up, I’m going to think I came across as some sort of freak … seemingly and uknowingly bathing in a self-pretentious mind-set, cloaked in vanity while allegedly posting under the typed words of supposed sincerity and sorrow.

    Just know that I’m sincere despite all my failings … if nothing else, I am that … sincere (smile).

    My warnest regards to you and all others…

  • Chicagoguy/theeontheoffwing

    I admit it, I’m a bit drunk (13 shots of Gin last nite), but I just wanted to say that today would have been Angela’s 36th B-Day! As much as last nite was as much as one might expect, never did I forget that this was/is Angie’s B-Day! While there might be those who not understand me, let may say what I undertand so very well about myself before I go to sleep .. that Angela, how I always wanted to hold your hand and kiss u so much! Peace to all .. I’ve nothing to hide nor be ashamed of as I stand at the top of something I not understand but yet very mcuh feel! How I wanted to say that for the last several Friday Nites!

  • nick

    @crocodile hunter guy you used quotation marks very stupidly

  • theeontheoffwing

    Angela, 6 years since your passing, how we all miss u! You left way too soon! Damn .. the pain you must hae felt 6 years ago almost to these hours … if only we could have know, if only we could have helped! The shock and pain of your leaving never leaves completely … how we wish it could have and should have been better for you!

    On the behalf of Mike Jennings and I, we miss you always!

    Theeontheoffiwng

  • pisces

    Wow…
    Hats off to guyz like Chicagoguy , Damare and Paul..I am short of words to describe what i feel when i see your devotion for a lady you never met but knew through her pictures…by the way I respect that lady as I belong to the same city and religion as that lady from India….you need guts to be what she was , when you belong to such a conservative family like ours !! Its been weeks I have been trying to research over the truth of her death mystery. I can write all day telling about how much dispair and sorrow i go through thinking of her situation when she commited that suicide if at all she actually did. The house which i only saw on street view does look horrific and overly calm to be pleasant to a bubbly girl like she was. Well , I still am wanting to find out her truth though my gut feeling says poilce reports can not be faked and if at all its all a well planned set up from her family and freinds to let her out of her misery then its next to impossible to hear from her close ones about it.
    So it falls back upon us crazy fans of her to find the truth ….Anyone has any news about her and I am ready to follow, the best person shall be kapil Dhingra his brother who can tell about the truth. unless i get a solid proof unleashing the truth i will keep having sleepless nights….please help

  • ChicagoGuy/theontheoffwing

    Pices,

    Thanks for your thoughts about what we felt, the heartbreak etc… Yes, we all had (and have) feelings for one Angela Dhingra. It’s over 6 years since her passing, but when I have the moment to think about that time period, it brings back a poignant memory that stings.

    Angela is fading from the web landscape with time as it is now more than ever crowded with models, but no matter how hot they are, Angela was and always will be the “1” for me.

    See, I truly beleive, that for every guy there’s that certain set of girls on this planet … that there’s just something special about them. It could be any girl, a model, a regular girl, anyone. What I’ve found sadly frustrating over these years are those people who can’t fathom that anyone could like Angela (in the real sense) … but to that I say, she was a girl like any other female. Why is it that some guy couldn’t really “like” her? Huh? What logic stands on solid ground that holds that as a result? To imply that it’s an impossibility to genuinely like her, is to deny Angela of her very womanhood. And to do that, is like playing God. Who’s to say what is what?

    To me, Angela wasn’t T&A .. SHE WAS JUST ANGELA! And I liked that girl!I just happened to see her through the Internet.

    Was she Confused? Depressed? Took the wrong fork in the road? Ok, we can take that as legitmate discourse, but to convey that there was this sort of “IMPOSSIBILITY” that any guy could like her just because of the path she took, is downright fallacious.

    Angela was a hot girl (SMILE, that is true!!), but to me and the others, she was also a lovely girl of tremendous charisma and personality, that I also know, I would have had the biggest crush on, say in high-school! And yep’, I’d bet some serious money that deep down, she was pretty darn smart. Don’t let the gregarious, silly nature of her vids and pics fool you.

    Pices, I liked her soooo much!! Some of the most passionate moments in this guy’s life, when all is said and done with me, is that coming to be aware of her in the first several weeks of first seeing her. ANGELA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’ll never EVER, EVER, EVER .. forget that feeling!! You were … You were the “1”.

    Ok, so, with all that said … it’s time to wish Angela Dhingra a Happy B-Day!

    HAPPY B-DAY ANGELA, I/WE MISS U! You were the loveliest … your warmth, your smile.

    Angela, no matter where you are, I love you very much. I will never forget your B-Day, even though I’d love to have whispered that in your ear! I will never forget you; you are always alive in my heart!

    God … bless one Angela!! We miss her dearly! She left way toooooooo soon!!

    OMG …Dear Lord!!!!!!!!

  • ChicagoGuy/theontheoffwing

    Bout the time, I say something real slow … cover these eyes, if you catch me on ease on low … Don’t get too caught up in what I say, just that time, Angela made me feel that way…

    Singing throught the giants .. Sonny Boy, Elmore, Joe

    “Gypsy woman said to me, one thing you must bear in mind, you are young and you are free but damned if you be deceased in your own lifetime” … Marcy Levy

    God bless to all as I fall asleep!

  • Gnosis

    Hmmm….yes, Angela’s death is quite fishy and sounds quite orchestrated. According to mylife.com, Angela S. Dhingra (Angela Devi presuming) is:

    1.) 47 years (born 1965)

    2.) Currently resides in Phoenix, Arizona

    Link.

  • http://damare-eyesofthegod.blogspot.com/ Damare

    Seven Years Gone.
    Angels Ascend, Demons Fall
    In The End, we all return to the way things were.
    Fated.
    Doomed.
    What could possibly matter in an existence such as this?
    Love?
    Moments?
    The things we remember, or the things we are forced to forget?

    What I remember are those eyes, that smile, the sentiment hidden behind her delicate grace.
    What I won’t ever forget…is how she made me feel – & the anticipation of knowing she would always be there to welcome me “home”

    Until the day she wasn’t

    Seven Years Gone.
    Seven Years spent in a state of Loss.

    Let today be her Day of Resurrection (its Easter after all), – if only for the sake of reminiscence; if only for the sake of our broken hearts.
    Rise my Queen!
    Rise one final time…
    & let us in
    to the Secret of Your Wonder.
    Let us know, everything will be alright

    Love Eternal,
    D

  • ChicagoGuy/theontheoffwing

    Damare,

    Thanks for sharing your wonderful poem.

    It’s a wonderful statement from your heart. I don’t think it could have been said any better than that, which you just wrote.

    It’s been a long seven years since her passing, but time cannot erase the deep affection we still feel for her.

    We all miss and love you very much Angela.

    How we hope that your spirit is awash with the joy and peace that you most deeply needed.

  • Damare

    WHERE are our 7 years of comments in tribute to Angela??? Please bring them back, – as they are a remembrance of all we have experienced in sharing our thoughts on a woman many of us care very much about.

    • http://www.RoseDigitalMarketing.com/ Christopher Rose

      I’ll chase that up, Damare; some comments are taking their time being imported into the new site.

      • Damare

        Apparently the “chase”, has slowed to a crawl.

  • Damare

    Since we seem to have lost all our words (& wonders), we have bestowed in honor of our beloved Angela over the past 7 years, I thought it fitting to at least revisit some of what helped gets us through our deep sadness, – & reconnect thru a shared understanding of what this very special woman meant to us.
    This is a repost from what I had written on the anniversary of her passing:

    For Angela,

    Seven Years Gone.
    Angels Ascend, Demons Fall
    In The End, we all return to the way things were.
    Fated.
    Doomed.
    What could possibly matter in an existence such as this?
    Love?
    Moments?
    The things we remember, or the things we are forced to forget?

    What I remember are those eyes, that smile, the sentiment hidden behind her delicate graces.
    What I won’t ever forget…is how she made me feel – & the anticipation of knowing she would always be there to welcome me “home”.

    Until the day she wasn’t…

    Seven Years Gone.
    Seven Years spent in a state of Loss.

    Let today be her Day of Resurrection, – if only for the sake of reminiscence; if only for the sake of our broken hearts.
    Rise my Queen!
    Rise one final time…
    & let us in
    on the Secret to Your Wonder.
    Let us know, everything will be alright

    Love Eternal,
    D

  • Damare

    In Honor of Angela…
    I don’t know if anyone who used to frequent this blog continues to check in or not. It seems not. But this isn’t for you. This is for Her.
    Today is the anniversary of her loss. Eight years. I’m not going to write some big mushy tribute to her. I did that last year. Instead, I write this only for the privilege of still being able to write about her at all. And maybe in the hope that somewhere, on some heavenly unseen plane, she is able to read the sentiment behind these mortal words. Simply put, I miss You. And every day I remember. I’m sad by your passing. But fulfilled in having experienced the all-consuming wonder that was You, and IS You. See you on the other side, Sweetest of all Angels.
    D

  • Tsjon

    The death of Robin Williams has brought Angela’s memory back to me again. I can remember visiting this site many times when her death first became public. Hoping for some evidence that she was still alive. I guess, I still am.
    A sad ending for both… and the people they left behind.

    Best regards to all who visit here and remember Angela.