If LJ remains true to form, they will do what they did after it was discovered Rachelle Waterman, the Alaska honor student who plotted the murder of her mom Lori, had a LiveJournal [Google Search], and yank the thing, so go now.
Quotes:
January 27, 2005 "...I'm living every mans nightmare and that single fact alone is kicking my ass, I really must be fucking worthless. This place never changes, it never will. Fuck it all..."
January 4, 2005 "...The instrument of my resurrection was supposed to be freedom. But there isn’t an open sky or endless field to be found where I reside, nor is there light or salvation to be discovered..."
If you look at the user info page you'll see Jeff's choice quote - the quote many choose to sum up who they think they are, "Liberate your mind, bitch."
It's only a few entries, but already the LJ pile-on has begun (LiveJournal disabled the comments - 3/23/05). That's when other Livejournalers discover an infamous journalist among their number and immediately begin the barrage of pithy, pissy, angry, sick commentary.
Or just odd comments, like the following by 'anonymous' (again, comments disabled by LJ, 3/23/05):
"...In part, I feel more pity for you, Weise, in comparison with the victims whose lives you took, along with your own. People are ignorant, and it takes more than willpower to overcome. It takes a message. Something that people will relate to. Something that will open minds to different points of view. Something that brings about change. I hope your journey was not in vain. Perhaps something positive will come about this, instead of the usual media blaming it on violence in society. Perhaps people will feel more sympathetic and realize your ideals, instead of ignorantly stereotpying (sic) them. Perhaps you will have brought about a change. Perhaps..."
Okay. It's probably good that person was anonymous, because multiple readings of the comment only serve to underscore the idea that the writer was a bit disturbed in their own right.
Reading some of these comments it's hard to not recall what I was feeling when posting actively on BTK Strangler-related [Google search] message boards; such things can attract people every bit as twisted and hollowed-out as the subject of the board, or in this case, the joural-writer.
Article comments
1 - diane barnes
Just wondering, was Jeff Weise on any kind of anti-depressant drugs like all of the other school shooters?
2 - Eric Olsen
very intersting find Steve, thanks - the suicide rate is higher the farther north you go, Scandanavia, etc. I think it's the lack of light as well as the cold and isolation
3 - Steve
Diane;
I don't know if he was on ad's or not, and personally am wary of bringing the subject up. To be frank, my life has been saved by antidepressants. I must allow for the fact that the biochemistry of a teen's brain is substantially different in many ways from a 20-something, and I didn't take the first antidepressant until I was 25...so I'm saying that for all I know the contribution of depression medication to psychopathic or just plain psychotic behavior in teens (and yes, they are very different, psychosis and psychopathy) could be real. For me, though, personally, antidepressants have just been a blessing.
I will say this; a marked feature of many people suffering from either borderline personality disorder and some who have antisocial personality disorder - formerly known as psychopathy or sociopathy - has been noted to be depression. Nearly every serial killer ever interviewed has reported depression. So, perhaps blaming antidepressants is actually missing the point. A bigger problem may be the fear psychiatrists have of diagnosing younger folk with critical personality disorders. The book on apd (antisocial personality disorder) is that it's incurable, and docs in a position to choose won't even see a patient whom they think has it. Many psychs avoid borderlines for the same reason. Borderlines are said to have true feelings, emotions, but in a very primitive, infantile way. The problem with some of these killer kids could be a doctor who just can't bring themselves to realize they've got a juvenile psycho on their hands, and act accordingly.
4 - Steve
Well, it appears Jeffro was on Prozac. I reiterate - I believe antidepressants are, for the most part, a boon to society, and not one of it's ills.
However...the profession of psychology/psychiatry may need to be re-evaluated as it relates to methods of diagnosis. I contend the ad's didn't make these kids killers - environment and heredity combined did. Still...analysis of the differences in the way antidepressants interact with teen brain chemistry and adult is probably warranted.
5 - Katia
I do not agree with Eric Olsen comment that was posted on March 23, 2005 09:05 AM:
He wrote that :the suicide rate is higher the farther north you go. Canada is even more up North than that and the suicide ratio is very low. There are other facts that come into play, like poverty for example
6 - monay
hey yall whats up? well see iam jeff weises old girlfriend from grade school
i still hung out with him till this very day. since the shootings happened it was hard to believe that my ex would do something like this i remeber when he was in 5th grade, people would always tease him basically i was the only one really there for him but he never mentioned me to anyone see is that i was the only one there for him.
jeff was the most sweetest nicest guy all around fun kid who was always respectful to adults and never anything bad to say about any one he was the nicest kids you'd ever want to be or hang with. ya know? i know why he did what he did... it was wrong but like they say, you got to do what you got to do... and he did it because ignorant people out there that he was trying to get help from ignored him like he was a nobody trust me he was a somebody...a somebody who was hurting inside and noone cared... i miss him :(
7 - monay
jeff weise was the coolest guy to be around. even though i went with him in grade school till this day he was like a brother to me i had no brother or sister that lived with me... so jeff was the one who i could look up to.
he was always like this until one day and a couple of years later things would change soon than you think. like jeff weise said...things will never change.
8 - Merideth Carleton
Have you seen this before? It's a number guessing game: http://www.amblesideprimary.com/ambleweb/mentalmaths/guessthenumber.html. I guessed 40606, and it got it right! Pretty neat.