Things end rather quickly and I am moving upward again, toward the rain and grey clouds, and I look down at The Pit one last time, knowing I’ll be back. This time of year next year, and the year after that, until the end of time. We on this side will never forget and we need you on that side to always remember. We are all energy now, floating together above the mourners and we intermingle, allowing each other’s thoughts to be heard.
There are thousands of us joined for a moment in time, and then just like that we shoot out in all directions, heading to all corners of the earth, parting ways but not company. We are all part of a club we never wanted to join, but we are members for eternity. I don’t even know where I am going, but I am still searching and hoping to find a way to accept.
Whatever happens I’ll be back. We’ll all be back because we have no choice. So, remember us not just this one day a year, but all 365 days of it. Please build these towers to show the world, and get them built faster and higher and do it for us. Get Bin Laden and any other person who would ever harm innocents, and show the world justice and remind them of our legacy. Do it for us all and never forget us. Never forget us because all we can do is remember and wait.
Article comments
1 - Christine
Victor, very chilling article. I just submitted an article here on BC from a different perspective: Someone from the West Coast, that did not have to endure the torment as you did, but who watched every second, really cared then and still do today! If I would of known about your book, I would of put it there too!
2 - Victor Lana
Thanks, Christine. As the President said, everyone is a New Yorker on this day. Never forgetting and always marking the day is how we can honor those lost best.
3 - STM
I didn't just get to watch it down here in Australia.
As we're a day ahead in Sydney, we worked through the night and into lunchtime the next day, with all the TVs on showing the live coverage, putting out a newspaper devoted to the attacks in America.
For all our differences, Americans are our cousins and we feel like the US is just an extension of us transplanted on the other side of the Pacific. The scale of the attacks and the carnage wrought shocked us too. (Last night, I watched some documentary re-runs of the footage on cable, which brought back all the memories.)
My job entailed looking at pictures of the attack, some of which were too graphic to publish, doing up some of the copy coming in from New York and around the world, and then we did a special street edition of the paper that ditched most of our regular stuff.
In the months following, as the foreign editor, I was given the dubious opportunity (dubious because it remained shocking) of keeping tabs on the aftermath, and every day we moved September 11 (and its aftermath) pictures and copy up the front of the paper, out of the foreign section.
I remember the picture of the last truck taking the last load of debris from the site, and the cross that was left that was a couple of steel cross-beams that had somehow survived the catastrophe.
One thing really struck me in all the bleating from the terrorsts and their sympathisers who were raving on about how the difference between them and us was that "you love life, and we love death".
That seemed to be both their bizarre justification and their deluded reasoning for why we couldn't "win".
I see it another way. If a fanatic believes he'll go to heaven for flying a planeload of innocent peoople into a skyscraper full of innocent people, and that the afterlife is all that counts, is their much courage involved in that?
The other side of that coin:
On September 11, I clearly remember watching firemen going into the burning towers to try to rescue those trapped inside.
They must have known in their hearts there was every chance they'd be walking up those stairs to their deaths. And awful deaths, too.
But they went anyway.
That's true courage.
It's also the difference between us and them, and why they'll never "win".
If anyone doubts that we are doing the wrong thing by pursuing these people from one end of the globe to the other until their hateful ideology is consigned to the dustbin of history where it belongs, just re-run the footage of those attacks.
You'll change your mind in an instant.
(I have my own experience: My friend's 15-year-old daughter was killed by an al-Qaeda offshoot in the Kuta Beach bombings in Bali on October 12, 2002. He'd taken her there for a birthday treat for her 16th birthday with one of her schoolfriends. She was among 202 people killed, mostly tourists, including 80 Australians).
No one should forget that these people are just mass murderers, lunatics and psychopaths. Bringing them to justice is the only path we have.
4 - Victor Lana
Thanks for your comments, STM. I remember that Bali bombing and felt outrage, because once again their warped justification for their actions involved the deaths of innocents.
I appreciate your wonderful and on the money commentary.
5 - Brenda
Vic - a powerful point of view that makes one think again how it was for the people in the World Trade Center on 911. We must never forget that day.
Brenda
6 - Gin
Vic, very moving it makes you really feel for these families that have had such great loss.Your writiing is so powerful, it makes you part of 911. We will never forget that day where WE were will you ?Gin
7 - Colleen
Dr Lana, I may have moved to another state but my heart has not. Your essays are eartfelst, prescious and powerful. Even though Iam miles away on 9/11 I walk arounf in a daze because i can recall every moment of where I was and whom I was with and I revive myself in how p[roud Iam to be a born and bred NY"er. I miss you all very much, and I will never forget whom and where I spent 9/11 with, a family I will treasure forever. God Bless.
8 - zingzing
alright, this might sound a little harsh, and maybe i'm playing devil's advocate here, but when i read the title of this piece, i thought it was going to be about the increasing ridiculousness of these 9/11 memorials. every year, we spend all day hearing about "the day that changed everything" and our "national heroes" and "the horror" and all that. we seem to wallow in it like a mother who lost her child 10 years ago and goes about on the anniversary of the death wailing and moaning to the chagrin of everyone around her.
i know it was a terrible day and that many good people were lost. but these kinds of things happen all the time. just not to us. if we put as much empathy into all our endeavors, i think this world would be a better place. but we don't. it's only when it's "us" that we seem to think it's worth mourning.
i'm not saying that there shouldn't be some type of remembrance on this day, but the sheer volume and scale of it, the hyperbole, the giant national pat on the back it has become, gets on my nerves. i just wish the mourning could be a little more dignified, and not something designed to sell newspapers and tv advertising. this day has become a mockery of the suffering that occurred, more akin to the fourth of july... an excuse to sell little american flags.
9 - Ruvy
Victor,
I'm a Brooklyn boy, and used to work across the street from the Twin Towers myself. I still cannot believe what I saw on CNN on my fiftieth birthday from the Ben-Yehuda Pizza Shop in downtown Jerusalem.
If you multiply the population of this country to equal the population of the US, you need a multiple of about 50. If you multiply the 25 killed in the Park Hotel in Netanya by 50, you get 1,250; and then add the 16 killed at the Dolphinarium in Tel Aviv by 50, you get 800. That's 2,050 people. In other words, as bad as the attack on the World Trade Center was, we know tragedies of similar dimensions for us here. I raise this issue not to engage in some obscene attempt to compare the two tragedies by to drive home a point.
You do not get closure from any of these terrorist attacks until you destroy the root that allows this terror to flow. That root is Riyadh. Until we in Israel nuke Riyadh - or until you do - there will be no closure for anyone. The money for the madrassas of hatred will still flow, and those who rejoice at our deaths will still rejoice. The animals who would murder us off will still be assured of funds, and rest easy in their beds thinking that they can hide behind the dhimmi laws in the Dar al-Harb.
NUKE THE BASTARDS. Be done with them once and for all.