Now I could stop right there and be safe, but I am Elsa and I am reckless, so I’m going to tell you more. With an 8th house Mars, there is an interest in “taboo”. And there are parts of your chart that want to say “EEK!” to that. You know. You want to be detached. Or you want to be high minded, in control, and so forth.
Well, that’s fine. But if you do not explore this other side yourself, if you cut yourself off from your own sexual energy, I’ll tell you what’ll happen. It’ll turn on you. The energy is there and it needs expression. It needs an outlet. And if you want to understand this plain as day, then look outside yourself.
Imagine a child (or any person for that matter) with one of her limbs bound up in some fashion. Can you picture that? One arm strapped behind their back. Over time, what do you think it’s going to do to that person? To their body and their mind and their soul? Don’t you think it would compromise the whole? I do. And do you want to suffer like that just because of some bastard? I don’t think so. I think you should fight for your life.
And the best way to fight is how? By being aggressive. By taking charge! So how about you get yourself really pissed off about this, then get on top of your man, and screw him like you never have before. I'm serious. Get on top him and feel your power. Take back your power. And while you’re at it, yelling would be good, too. Come on, hon. Fuck the bastard abuser! Take back the night, as they say. Release your demons via sex. Get yourself free and don't look back.
Good luck.
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