I'm fifty-five, and still wondering what I should be doing with my life.
I have no children. I'm not married - I've been in a common law relationship for over 10 years now. I am disabled. I would dearly love to work but I get tired very easily.
Somehow, I want to make a contribution to society, but I'm not quite sure how.
I’m not going to mince words. Your chart is brutal. It's very difficult - not just right now, but in general, your entire life. And I don't say that to make you feel bad. I say that to validate you. Because as a matter of fact, some people have more challenges than others - and you're one of them.
Now around making a contribution, you need to look away from the "practical" and towards the ethereal and artistic, because this is an area where you have definite gifts. And beyond that, it will help to learn to trust your inner rhythms.
In obvious terms, this means when you’re tired – QUIT. And don’t beat yourself up about it. You have physical limitations and this is just the way it is. But I swear there’s a profound gift in the middle of all your pain.
I’m not sure exactly what it is, but put these words in your head: Love, art, expansion, giving, generosity, beauty, liberation, feeling, humanity, transcend, music, magic.
And when these words come up, erase them: Limits, fear, unworthy, insecurity.
This is an exercise meant to lead you somewhere but at the same time, it’s the answer to your question. Because by putting these type thoughts into the world, you will be making a positive contribution.
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