Of course, Charles had had girlfriends before, but they were all rather soppy girls of the horsey set, or Sloane Rangers with their sleek bobs and Hermes scarves or the latest It Girl from whatever publicity or advertising agency was hot at the time, and none of them were worth getting upset about because, although they may have been pretty, even gorgeous, they lacked any real depth and so posed no real threat.
Then the Daily Mirror and there she is: Diana. This doe-eyed and young girl (and I do mean girl – she was only what, eighteen?), with her golden hair, halo-like and shining, the bright British sun streaming through her ordinary civilian rags – her pretty cotton print skirt from Marks and Sparks or some such, and she’s holding a child in her arms because it’s just what she does – Diana Spencer takes care of other people’s children. People who are too tired, or too busy, or too bored, or who just plain don’t care, she takes them all on even though, truth to tell, she certainly came of some money (we’ve all seen pictures of the house (read: Estate) at where she grew up) was born of some blue blood, but she’s chosen to take care of other people’s children. She’s just Good.
The fact that in the Daily Mirror photograph you can see every sensuous and balanced curve of her body (because she’s wearing thin cotton and she is backlit by the sun, but doesn’t know it and no doubt, was mortified when she saw it because she was still a shy girl. But most remarkably and, to the queen, most maddeningly, there is nothing contrived here; the whole scene is real. It’s not some planned royal shoot. Diana is entirely unconscious of her magnificent appeal and this makes her all the more appealing.
And god help her, because in just a few years after the shot is taken, things will never be the same, but in this moment, she believes in the fairy tale and has her carriage and her prince and her gown and her crown and life seemed like it would all be perfect.
Like most victims of bullies, I doubt Diana thought for minute that being good would be her downfall or a thing that someone would hate you for. She probably naively thought it would make the queen like her, and we know that was important to her – at least before she got shot down so many times that she finally gave up and got sick of trying to get the Queen and the Queen Mum, who was even harder on her, to like her when a member of their own family was out there committing adultery, which as titular head of Anglican Church seems more than a little bit off, but no matter. Diana had faith – even after, like our Snow White, she is booted out of the royal family and stripped of her title and is on her hands and knees metaphorically Cloroxing the palace steps.
Article comments
1 - Vick
This is so true, I never quite looked at it this way. I feel like jealousy is the biggest factor in all the 'Bulling'
I can see so many of these signs in a woman that I "team" work with.
I have to keep reminding myself that I am just as important as she is, and I didn't get to where I got by sicking anyones d&**(.
Thanks Sade for such an eye opening article.
Vick
2 - sadi
glad you liked it. it happens to both sexes, i believe, but here i focused only on female-female bullying as this is treated a lot less seriously, at least in America, it has not, as far as i could tell, passed into law. I hope that some day in the near future laws are passed against this kind of workplace bullying. That 12 out of 100 women will commit suicide because of such cirucmstances is an alarmingly high number, and there are countless others who turn to drugs, alcohol and the like in a vain effort to self-medicate. It's bad enough that someone else is bullying you, but worse that one would then take the hurt out on themselves (an all too common reaction, i'm afraid). For anyone reading this and in need of support, i highly recommend the links at the end of the article. Also, post to me and i'd be happy to send you more urls and support sites that inform you of your legal rights, attorneys who specialize in this sort of thing, and offer any practical advice. While i have never been invovled in a suit such as this myself, i did a great deal of research for this piece and found, hooray, that there are many resources. Self-abuse is never the answer. Put your anger where it belongs and turn it into something constructive for you...
Vick: sorry to hear you've had experience with this. I"m glad the piece was helpful to you. I hope it reaches men and women alike who may be experiencing this at the time of this writing.
cheers,
sade
3 - Mark Edward Manning
Sadi, just wanted to add my "congrats" on a very well-written entry and to say that I've chatted with women who say they'll never work for a female boss. It's ironic that women actually want to work for men, but they figure any degradation would at least be easily explained by the fact that they're men. But then, most men are smart these days and they keep their thoughts and instincts to themselves. Some are even genuinely sympathetic. But I can believe that women are as much a part of workplace bullying as men are/can be, and I think it goes to show that there can be no perfect boss as long as said boss is human.
4 - Bob A. Booey
I am a New American Bully, TM.
No, not really.
I can't bring myself to read any of Sadi's pieces yet, so the "crazy or bright" designation will have to wait until I'm in the mood to read this stuff. For what it's worth, I'll probably read this one since she didn't write it. More commentary later.
That is all.
5 - AW
Wow. This is like the story of my life right here. I just quit my job. Walked out. This cheered me up and made me feel better.
Thanks.
6 - srp
hey AW.
cool!~ i'm glad. i just left a job too, similar nonsense. it's good to know there is more in teh world and for the record, every time i have left a job or whatever because of a situation like this, i have always moved up at least a step and made more money. in the final account, it gets me further, and i'm sure the same for you too....
thx. for reading through; yes it was a long.... srp
7 - beenthere_b4
Great article!Another term for female bullying is relational aggression, or RA for short. Unfortunately this type of behavior isn't limited to the workplace. Nearly everywhere women congregate there exists RA, even in someplaces many women may think they're safe. Relational aggression can take place within families, especially between in-laws. Many women complain of backstabbing, controlling in-laws, especially mothers-in-law and sisters-in-law. Also, within volunteer organizations queen-bee bullies are rampant. Countless women complain of cliquey PTO's run by bully moms.Bully moms are also in Youth sports, youth clubs and organizations like 4-H and scouting. Sadly, sometimes the target's own child can be caught in the crossfire, being singled out and shunned by the other children. Churches are another place where some of the cruelest bullying takes place. In a seemingly safe place like a house of worship, many victims are easily blindsided and backstabbed by women who seem like perfect Christians to everyone else. (sigh) Yeah, I don't trust women that much. Some women NEVER left high school!
8 - jennifer
Sometimes the bully is your bosses' secretary. My supervising attorneys have a secretary who is supposed to be a "great resource." She does nothing but give me problems when I try to rely on her "expertise", gossip behind my back, and talk about my inadequacies as an associate. Recently she has been outright snide with me. She sabotages me, as she has every associate that has come before me in this position. I am sick of it. I have begun keeping a detailed log, and if HR won't help, I am seriously considering suing her for dafamation and intentional infliction of emotional distress. As a plaintiff (in the US) I won't have to pay unless I win. As the defendant, she will have to pay for her defense, and the law firm we work for can't help her since they are conflicted out by being both of our employers.
I hope that I one day can make her as miserable as she makes me.
9 - sadi ranson-polizzotti
keep a detailed lot for sure... with exact wording, dates, other people present and keep a paper trail by forwarding any internal memos or emails to an email acccount specifically for this purpose ONLY so that it is secure and you know what it is for. Then consult a lawyer for sexual harassment, because that is what it is. female to female sexual harassment happens all the time, and you should move forward with it - she's preventing you from doing your job and creating a hostile work environment - i don't know what else she is doing but i bet the fact that you are also a woman and that she treats men differently (just a guess) is a point in your favor if you sue. In either case, file a complaint with the Better Business Bureau, HR, follow the channels, create a paper trail. It won't get you anywhere, but when you have yoru day before a judge, it is the only thing that will help you win.....
i'm glad you found this -
s.r.p.
10 - sakurasan
Very insightful, very helpful, indeed. You are pretty much describing my life (except that most of my bullying encounters happen in volunteer and church settings). For the first time I have a tangible, reasonable idea of why I only seem to make enemies with other women. My inability to have healthy female friendships is uncanny. As a result of this, I feel isolated and alienated not just from other women but from myself. I often feel that I somehow must not be a "real woman", because real women get along, have best girlfriends, chat, and have fun. I have never had that blessing, and I do wish for it badly. However, if it involves my trading in other treasured relationships (like my husband & kids), talents, or interests just to be accepted by other women, I must decline.
Before reading this article, I simply accepted there is something oddly wrong about me, something that just infuriates other women no matter what. You have shown me some things that I can relate to, that I feel are true about me and about the kind of women who bully me. It is counter-intuitive to think that women may actually target "good girls" more because the "goodness" is what infuriates them, not bitchiness. Btw, I'm not saying I'm "good", I'm simply saying that being "good, kind, etc" are important things to me. Who would have thought that my not wanting to be a bitch is exactly what makes bullies angry.
11 - sadi ranson-polizzotti
Hi Sakurasan;
I'm glad you found this helpful -- I did a lot of research and deep thinking for this piece and a lot of people have written to me, publicly and privately, to thank me for this piece and i appreciate your words. What I wrote about "goodness" is true and you need not make any qualifiers about being "good" - being "good" simply means being pure of heart in this case, pure of bad intention, and I think nothing infuriates a bully more than this because it is something they are not and never will be or can be and so the jealosy sets in and so begins a cycle of bullying that can be so destructive, some targets of bullies have committed suicide - a sadly not uncommon outcome of really bad bullying situations at any age...So this piece is intended to help those of us or those who have been targets to see better and more clearly and realize that is the bully at fault and to begin to understand your situation in any way you can --- think of Lady Di and the Queen. Perfect example.
Be well,
Sadi tant mieux
12 - Jimena
En Buenos Aires, Argentina, jamás vi a lo que ustedes llaman matón...esas cosas acá ni existen...soy tan afortunada...como los pintan, parecen aterradores...
saludos desde Buenos Aires
jimena
Here in Buenos Aires, Argentine, i've never seen what you call "bullies"...those people don't even exist here...i'm soo lucky...as you show them, they seem frightening...
greetings from Buenos Aires
Jimena