I work in a profession where I have to be tough. Very tough. Unfortunately, the things that make me so damn good at my job make me a very lonely person.
I was talking with a friend once all this. We came up with the theory that there are wolves, sheep and sheepdogs.
Sheepdogs exist to protect the sheep, but to do so they have to fight wolves. They have to be almost a wolf themselves. I feel like this explains a lot about my life. I've seen a lot more of the world's dark side than most people and it makes me, well... a downer. I'm not fun and light and happy.
The problem is I really REALLY want to find someone. I want love so badly, but I just feel like it's not in my cards. Any advice?
There is more to life than wolves and sheep and sheep dogs. For example, there are butterflies, crocodiles, waterfalls, and me – an individual.
You are an individual as well. A jaded one at the moment, but that can change - and easier than you think.
I see four planets in Virgo in your chart. And a Pisces Moon for chrissakes. These are mutable signs. That means “changeable”. People with emphasis on the mutable signs are in constant flux. So what’s up with this fixed perspective of yours?
Admit it. Just reading those few paragraphs moved you, didn’t they? You and every other mutable person out there.
The fixed signs (Taurus, Scorpio, Leo, & Aquarius) don’t know what the hell I’m talking about. But that’s okay - they can come back and read tomorrow’s blog! This one is for you.