I'll Be Home For Christmas, But I was Only Dreaming

Part of: From The Songbook

“Christmas eve will find me, where the lovelight gleams. I’ll be home for Christmas, if only in my dreams.â€
-"I’ll Be Home For Christmas"
by Buck Ram, Kim Gannon, and Walter Kent

It’s near five o’clock on Christmas Eve. To the left of me is a bottle of Jameson Irish Whisky; to the right of me is my trusty Nikon D2h. My feet dangle from the back of a pontoon boat into the warm waters of Guantanamo Bay, and my eyes are filled with glory as the sun slowly descends on the day, the last remnants of 2010 gently fading away with the sun.

Somewhere in San Diego a little boy is about to go to sleep dreaming of the treasures awaiting him under the tree the next day. There’s a road trip as part of the surprise, a visit to
the family gathering down the road in an easterly direction.

Somewhere in Arizona my clan is descending upon the ready home of the one and only sister of the clan. Moms, Dads, Grandma, Grandpa, and all the nephews and nieces one can possibly handle. They’re basking in the warmth of family love and the anticipation of children’s joy. Some of the clan is missing. Choosing to stay back one of the sons is trying to forge a new life for his young family, to provide a good home and want of nothing.

Somewhere in small town Wyoming, three women are coming together. Away from their friends and families new traditions are starting, friendships being strengthened. Across the state, moms and dads are praying for their soldiers deployed. Husbands, wives, boyfriends, girlfriends, and little ones are hoping that today will be they day their one so far from home can make a call, to hear the voice of one that is loved and missed.

Somewhere in Ohio a mother sheds a gentle tear. The pain and the joy mix together in a powerful wave as she wraps presents meant for a little boy. A little boy who no longer has a father, a women who no longer has her husband. The ravages of addiction exact a demanding toll, claiming another soul.

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A working journalist, Benjamin currently serves as a combat photojournalist and is the managing editor of a weekly newspaper in southeastern Wyoming. He’s worked as a reporter in Ohio, Arizona and done several deployments in the military crossing the globe. …

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  • 1 - Victor Lana

    Dec 26, 2010 at 7:45 am

    Very poignant article. Reminds me of what my father told me about Christmas 1944 in France. He sat there with a bottle and heard the bombs going off somewhere. He heard Bing Crosby singing "White Christmas" on a radio, and I guess some things never change only the people and place do.

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