As one very hectic semester closes and the summer session begins, I pause, yet briefly, to reflect on what was and why, after all these years, I am still in this place – in front of the classroom. It was like yesterday when I heard the words, “You really ought to teach.” In truth, it was a hundred yesterdays since that fateful day when he, that tall, gangly, brown haired, middle-aged guy, a graduate school professor, spoke the words that would eventually transform my life.
I was studying television production in graduate school at Loyola Marymount University in Los Angeles. I survived the Northridge earthquake, but I wouldn’t survive the mercurial and insular entertainment industry. I was too East Coast (whatever the hell that means) and not willing to compromise all of my principles.
I did take a job as an extras casting assistant for a now well-known urban film that proved to be a star-making vehicle for its lead actress and a badge of disgrace for me. Among my many tasks was to cast women as strippers using real life "professionals." I can say confidently, I put women onthe pole.
My last attempt at entry into the fantasyland known as Hollywood was as a producer’s assistant at a major animation studio. Since subservience is not my specialty, I should have known she and I would mutually agree to part ways and quickly.
To add insult to my already injured ego and bank account, my car died, as did my dreams of becoming a writer/producer, which made an invitation from my mother to relocate to Montgomery, Alabama an enticing proposition. So, it was off to Alabama — to teach — recommendations and resume in hand. (I learned later my misadventures made for a few laughs as I chronicled them in my book, Bearing Witness: Not So Crazy in Alabama).
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1 - Diana Hartman
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2 - Scot
Like what you say here, especially about the classroom: "It is where the efficacy of ideas is tested as they are applied to "real world" situations."
Teaching is not just a quest. It is a process of becoming and being. It is a testament of what it means to be human. But above all else, it is an expression of love. To effectively teach, you quite literally have to stand before your students as one who has gone before.