I've been struggling for months with a move I should make or not and I'm completely unable to make a choice, being torn and too afraid of regretting it later.
I'm in a relationship with a great man for almost 7 years now. We've been living together for 5 years and we bought a beautiful house that we love one year ago. Things have always been easy between us: We almost never fight, enjoy being together most of the times, have great sex, etc. He adores me, almost treat me like a princess and I love him too.
BUT... I'm 25 now, and from the beginning of this relationship, I've never been sure if he was the ONE for me. I wonder how I can be so difficult even though years have proven to me that he's a total gentleman and that we really get well together. I'm feeling guilty of being so unsatisfied. And I really wish I could decide to commit for real with him.
But I always have these dreams from time to time of living alone, meeting new people, being free and experiencing some other passions. And every time another interesting man shows me some interests, it's a total headache for me to say "no," remain faithful and I just feel so torn 'cause it's screaming "yes" inside of me.
I'm afraid if I stay, I will miss a major part in my life and that I'll grow up as a dull person. And I'm afraid if I go, I'll make the biggest mistake in my life, ending lonely, poor and sad, full of regrets because I will have broken the heart of a wonderful person and because I'll never find someone as wonderful as him!
I know nobody can take that decision for me, but I would like to know, considering my personality and the one of my boyfriend, what kind of situation is more likely to make me happier.