Book Review: In Search of My Homeland: A Memoir of a Chinese Labor Camp by Er Tai Gao

Given our history, Americans tend to think of political prisoners as those who actively oppose the political policies or government of their country. Yet in totalitarian societies even aesthetics are political, so whether a person is a dissident is in the eye of the beholder. That's what artist Er Tai Gao learned when he published an essay in Mao's China saying beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

In 1956, the Hundred Flowers Campaign encouraged commentary and critiques by Chinese intellectuals and artists. As a result, in February 1957 a magazine published "On Beauty," in which the then 22-year-old Gao explored the aesthetics of beauty, arguing that it is subjective and individual. The essay prompted national debate because the Chinese Communist Party believed beauty is objective and collective. In his memoir In Search of My Homeland: A Memoir of a Chinese Labor Camp, Gao details how that "[o]ne moment of fame turned into twenty years of misfortune."

Gao was labeled a "rightist" and sent for "re-education through labor" in a work camp in the Gobi Desert. Labor camps certainly weren't new. Red China previously saw "reform through labor." But being reformed was better than being re-educated. The former carried a fixed term of imprisonment. Re-education, however, involved errors in thought. Because there's no certainty how long "remolding" those thoughts can take, the length of detention for Gao and others was at the whim of the government and the party.

In Search of My Homeland explores the work and routine of the labor camp, where nearly 90 percent of his fellow inmates died. Gao was among the fortunate. He was released in 1962 and found work with an institute studying the extensive Buddhist artwork in the Dunhuang Magao Caves. While Gao spent his work time researching and painting copies of the murals, freedom of thought returned to his private life.

"I read, and without being aware, began to write again. I wrote about the value of man, his alienation and restitution. I wrote about the pursuit of beauty and human freedom and that beauty is the symbol of freedom. I knew I was playing with fire but I didn't care, because except for playing with fire, I couldn't find a connection to the outside world, to my time, to human history, and I knew I needed that connection[.]"
The fire did eventually burn him. China's continual political campaigns — always carrying singular names like the theory of "two combined into one," the theory of "profits in command" or the theory of thinking in images — culminated in 1966 with the conflagration known as the Cultural Revolution. Gao was among those at the institute "dragged out for 'struggle and criticism.'" He was reassigned as a janitor and laborer at the site and subject to daily criticism sessions. Much of his writing was lost and used against him. As factional strife ebbed and flowed during the Cultural Revolution, much of the institute's staff fell victim at various times. In fact, at one point nearly half were relegated to the detention area.

Continued on the next page Page 1 — Page 2

Article tags

Spread the word
Bookmark and Share
Profile image for tim-gebhart

Article Author: Tim Gebhart

Tim Gebhart lives in Sioux Falls, SD, where he practices law in order to provide shelter for his family, his dogs, and his books. He is a member of the National Book Critics Circle and his blog de guerre is A Progressive on the Prairie.

Visit Tim Gebhart's author pageTim Gebhart's Blog

Read comments on this article, and add some feedback of your own
  • In Search of My Homeland: A Memoir of a Chinese Labor Camp In Search of My Homeland: A Memoir of a Chinese Labor Camp

    The memoir of Er Tai Gao, a chinese artist, art critic, and intellectual who spent twenty years in and out of china's gulag until his escape to freedom in hong kong in 1992 and his defection to america ...

Article comments

Add your comment, speak your mind

Personal attacks are NOT allowed.
Please read our comment policy.
Please preview your comment.

blogcritics lists for Feb 09, 2010

fresh articles Most recent articles site-wide

fresh comments Most recent comments site-wide

most comments Most comments in 24hrs

top writers Most prolific Blogcritics for January

top commenters Most prolific Commenters in 24 hrs

Upcoming Stories from Blogcritics
  •