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Graphic Novel Review: Fat Free by Jude Milner and Mary Wilshire

Written by Bill Sherman
Published September 29, 2006

The cover to Fat Free, Jude Milner and Mary Wilshire's "Amazing All-True Adventures of Supersize Woman," is more than a little ironically misdirecting. Centered on the image of a spandex-clad fat woman confidently flying above the city toward the reader, the graphic deliberately recalls cartoonist Ned Sonntag's fat-acceptance superheroine, Dimensia, even as the text between the covers undercuts Sonntag's original iconic message of self-esteem.

The Jude Milner we see within this 64-page black-and-white graphic novel definitely lacks a Wonder Woman-ly sense of confidence. Interior Jude is a self-flagellating supersize woman who regularly browbeats herself with a phrase she first started using as an eight-year-old: she's a "rooner" who consistently "roons" everything. Jealous of the slender women (who she calls "Ginas") around her, addicted to comfort eating and growing larger as she continues to overeat, Jude spends her young adulthood flitting from uncompleted project to project, "partay"ing at NYC dances and social functions put on by the size acceptance group P.H.A.T. (People Honoring All Themselves - a names-have-been-changed version of the National Association to Advance Fat Acceptance), all in an attempt at tamping down the memory of two disastrous moments from her childhood. (If you guess that one of these events is a sexual assault, than give yourself a Little Debbie.)

Though she marries and presumably is happy with her hubby Richard (who's credited in the inside of the book as "producer/scriptwriter," leading one to wonder just how much of this book is actually in Jude’s words), she continues to lament her life as a fat woman. Seeing two of her supersized P.H.A.T. compatriots with a walker or wheelchair, she dreads what she sees as her inevitable incapacitation. "It's not beautiful to be an obese invalid," she tells herself, even as she imagines herself standing in a firing squad for being a "traitor" to the size acceptance movement. After a series of failed attempts at self-restraint and group counseling, our heroine ultimately resorts to weight loss surgery to change her life for good.

One of the challenges with reviewing confessional memoirs like Fat Free lies in separating the life from the work, and I have to admit I wasn't always able to do that here. Many of the events and details in Milner's life -- childhood sexual assault, use of food to provide a sense of security that circumstances kept her working class parents from providing, a self-perpetuating sense of outsideness — are the stuff of a thousand daytime talk shows, so familiar they've become Doctor Phil-isms. Fat equals history of sexual abuse? Check. Fat people eat all the time? Double check. (In addition to the repeated panels showing Jude compulsively snacking, we're given two scenes showing a group of P.H.A.T. women chowing down.) Fat means miserable. How could it ever be anything else?

That much of Fat Free's readership outside the fat acceptance community would agree with all these overstated premises isn't the point: the issue is that Milner doesn't really show us anything in her life that goes beyond the bounds of conventional pop psych wisdom. Even the book's mildly titillating moments — Jude works as a phone sex voice for a time, chortling over the fact that her customers mistakenly believe they're speaking to a "Gina" -- are overly familiar. (Heck, the phone sex bit was once the subject of a Beavis and Butthead short!) Occasionally, the two Milners hit upon a brief fantasy moment that's amusing – I liked the panel where a disgusted Jude imagines tossing intragastric balloons at a wall of medical professionals – but there aren't as many of these as we'd like. Pre-surgery Jude is much too busy calling herself names.

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Bill Sherman is a mostly harmless pop culture nerd who can either be found at the Pop Culture Gadabout blog, or sorting out boxes of CDs, DVDs, comics & manga paperbacks that are still unopened from a big move across country.
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Graphic Novel Review: Fat Free by Jude Milner and Mary Wilshire
Published: September 29, 2006
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#1 — September 29, 2006 @ 11:03AM — Ned Sonntag [URL]

Did I miss a previous Commenter who got Moderated? Thanks for setting the record straight, Bill! I went to Pratt with Mary and worked at OUTLAW BIKER with Jude, although I'd already known her through my wife's girlfriend and one of my plus-size sweeties... the Downtown Scene was a small world back in the mid80s... my relationship with Richard was always contentious. Still it's amazing to see yourself show up in the funny pages!

#2 — September 29, 2006 @ 13:28PM — Bill Sherman [URL]

Nope, Ned, looks like you're the first commenter to this post. Interesting to read that you were classmates with Mary Wilshire - not something I knew before.

I've long dreamed of someday showin' up in the Funny Papers . . .

#3 — September 29, 2006 @ 18:37PM — Natalie Bennett [URL]

This article has been selected for syndication to Advance.net, which is affiliated with newspapers around the United States. Nice work!

#4 — September 30, 2006 @ 20:14PM — Bill Weitze

Nice review.

#5 — December 15, 2006 @ 13:41PM — Dragynpryncess

I must shout Brava! to Ms. Wilshire. For far too long the comic book industry has been top heavy (pun intended) with superheorines who are anything but. They have little or nothing to overcome and are, as far as reality is concerned, more than perfect. This comic stylized graphic novel is like a wake up call to the comic community and the world at large. The world is filled with all kinds of people and the ones who most need to be lauded and praised are the ones who've struggled through the most and come out on the other side as better people. This story needed to be told to open people's eyes. I cry 'Well Done!", to Ms. Wilshire and those who helped to get this inspiring story out there.

#6 — November 19, 2007 @ 06:14AM — ent doctor

super sex

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