OPINION

Should I Teach?

Written by Dirtgrain
Published January 25, 2004

I got an email from James who has been reading my blog:

    I read your blog daily. I stumbled across it one day when I typed the word "corporatocracy" into Yahoo and followed the link to your blog. My question is this: I am thinking of becoming a teacher, in either political science or English. I'm a college senior, about to graduate with a dual major in Poli Sci and Sociology. I've heard some horror stories about teaching in the modern day high school, but it seems like a cool job in some ways, I mean you get to influence the youth of America (that feels weird to say, I'm only 22) and you have summers off. Do you think its worth the BS you probably put up with day in and day out? Is it a satisfying profession?

What follows is my lengthy response:

Dear James:

Thank you for one of the hardest questions I have had to answer in a while. I sit here with mixed emotions and ideas, trying to figure out what my answer is. I’m surprised at the emotion that the question brings up. But teaching has affected me at times much more than I ever thought it would. Hey, man, I don’t cry or anything, but I have felt deflated and defeated to the point of almost crying on a few occasions (no, I wasn’t crying; I just got some chalk in my eye).

Teaching takes over you mind at times—which can be a good and/or a bad thing. Sometimes I can’t fall asleep at night because my mind is on fire, fueled by the events from school that day. Teaching ideas, memories and reflections dominate my thoughts when I do simple tasks such as driving, walking my dog, chillin’ at a party. I somehow became a teacher instead of just having taken it on as an occupation. I like this in some ways. It has made my life more interesting, and I think I see things differently (no, not quite like Conner MacLeod of the Clan MacLeod at the end of Highlander).

One weird thing that I discovered early on as a teacher is that I truly do like all of my students. It is fascinating to encounter so many varied personalities and backgrounds (I need to remind myself more often to notice this—instead of just grading paper after paper to no end). I used to dislike or even hate certain people whom I had encountered in life. But students are somehow transparent. Maybe I am like Highlander. So often, I can tell what problems they have or have had in their lives. I understand what is going on, and I find myself being unable to dislike any of them—even when a kid acts like a complete ass. I do still get angry once in a while, and I have shown it before, but I am able to recover and continue to work with such a kid. This is probably my greatest strength as a teacher. I am understanding with students, I treat them with respect, and more often than not, they respect this—it adds something immeasurable to the learning environment.

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Should I Teach?
Published: January 25, 2004
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Section: Culture
Writer: Dirtgrain
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#1 — January 25, 2004 @ 15:54PM — Eric Olsen

This is heartfelt, practical, honest and overall outstanding. Thanks! We need teachers, but we need them for the right reasons.

#2 — January 25, 2004 @ 16:24PM — duane

Very generous and honest appraisal, Dirtgrain. I haven't taught at the high school or elementary levels, but I know people who have or that do. I have taught at the college level, which is much easier going. Let me second your opinion that it's not just the students that color the experience but also the administrative staff and the rest of the teaching staff.

#3 — January 27, 2004 @ 21:22PM — Dwaine AKA Scooter AKA D.J.

That was pretty good Dirtgrain. One question, what grades do you teach?

#4 — January 27, 2004 @ 21:29PM — Dirtgrain [URL]

I teach composition and literature classes to students in grades nine through twelve.

#5 — January 27, 2004 @ 21:54PM — Dwaine AKA Scooter AKA D.J.

Cool. I just wanted to know. I'm a high school freshman.

#6 — September 7, 2006 @ 23:55PM — carla [URL]

I am reading your book lives on the boundry and I am woundering if I could email you sometime.

#7 — September 8, 2006 @ 08:57AM — Dirtgrain

I'm not Mike Rose.

#8 — September 8, 2006 @ 10:34AM — Vern Halen

You're right - it takes all kinds. Glad to have you aboard, Dirtgrain.

#9 — December 30, 2007 @ 11:58AM — Brenda

I know that you wrote this forever ago, but I want to say thanks for writing it. It has helped tremendously, and I will make arrangements to sub:)

#10 — December 30, 2007 @ 23:59PM — Dirtgrain

Thanks Brenda. I just re-read it, and I wouldn't change what I wrote. I'm in my tenth year now, and I still like it (and suffer with it at times).

People tend to see substitute teaching as something negative. I think we can all remember when we had a sub in one of our classes--and a lot of kids planned on taking advantage. While I did have some tough subbing experiences before I became a teacher (and I still sub now and then during my planning period), I also had some great experiences. Even some of the bad ones are memorable.

I once subbed for a special ed. teacher at a middle school. In one class, I saw that she had three students. "Three students," I thought, "that's going to be easy." I was mistaken. The three students, Larry, Willie and Joe (sounds oddly like the Three Stooges), were the most foul-mouthed, delinquent seventh graders I have ever seen. They had to be escorted by a teacher from class to class. I was told to call immediately to call for help if they gave me any trouble. As soon as the escorting teacher left the room, these three kids start putting swear words together in combinations that I had never heard before. One of the kids walked right up to the window, picked up a book and threw it out the window. I didn't call for help. I was too stubborn. So, I did my best, and by the end of the hour, I had managed to get the kids to sit at the table and talk a bit about the assignment that they had. Nothing else was thrown out the window that day. I was shaken and drained after that one class period, but I felt a degree of success. That was my toughest substitute teaching experience.

A more positive experience came at another middle school, where I subbed for a music teacher. She had left me pages and pages of typed, single-spaced notes and instructions. It was ridiculous. I couldn't even finish reading them before class started. Before I knew it, I found myself in front of an orchestra of about twenty five girls, conducting them as they played through several pieces of music that they were working on. I had no experience in conducting an orchestra--only my own experiences as a choir student in junior high school. That didn't stop me, and while I made some mistakes (there's nothing quite like a group of twenty five middle school girls simultaneously getting pissed off at you for messing up on telling the bases when to come in), it was a great time for me. I don't think I'll ever get an opportunity to conduct an orchestra again.

#11 — March 17, 2008 @ 01:57AM — Kyra

I am currently going to school to become a teacher. I have encountered some difficult times that have made me second guess my decision. I've read books that are supposed to inspire me to become a teacher but they've achieved only the opposite. They encourage teachers to become revolutionists and to fight the system. That is not my intentions and your words have helped to light the flame under my feet again. I appreciate your honesty and your writing style. You should write a book... Thank you!

#12 — March 28, 2008 @ 00:53AM — Noemi

I have been debating whether or not I should go into teaching i've been thinking about i for a whole year. Today, I googled the question "should i teach?" and you're blog popped up. I received an answer. Although teaching has it's negative points, i believe your description is true and refreshing. Thank you for being honest and giving me a heads up as I continue the path to teaching! I agree with the previous comment. You should write a book if you haven't already:)

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